inspirational quotes

"for as long as space endures, and for as long as living beings remain, until then may i too abide to dispel the misery of the world" - shanti deva. http://www.dalailama.com

"that which is for us does not pass us by. it waits for us to be ready." - me

"believe nothing, no matter where you read it or who has said it, not even if i have said it, unless it agrees with your own common sense." - buddha

"it is often the most trivial moments which bring contentment." - tahn, illa t'hjaea

"you are not superior just because you see the world in an odious light." - vicomte de chateaubriand

"knowledge isn't enough, you must be able. Willing isn't enough, you must do." - unknown

"there is no moral precept that does not have something inconvenient about it" - denis diberot

"for there is one thing we must never forget... the majority can never replace the man. and no more than a hundred empty heads make one wise man will an heroic decision arise from a hundred cowards." - adolf huettler

"lies are perpetuated by the scholars that believe them" - me

"i would feel more optimistic about a bright future for man if he spent less time proving that he can outwit Nature and more time tasting her sweetness and respecting her seniority." - e b white

"men never do evil so completely and cheerfully as when they do it from a religious conviction." - blaise pascal

"reading is to the mind what exercise is to the body." - sir richard steele

"believe those who are seeking 'the truth'. doubt those who find it." - andre gide

"look with your eyes, and your mind, before you leap with your heart" - me

the reason why the american plan could not work

even as the americans have been experimenting on me since before my birth, so has illo-dorne (of the haig-raith) since he first discovered record of me at the age of 14. as a scientist the first thing he does is research government records to learn what experiments have been done on their own species. because in his experience such things always occur. since the age of 14 illo-dorne has had many clones following me around in dat observing me himself and my reaction to the many effacy tests i have been subject to. this is how the americans discovered the presense of the haig raith and they began negociations not for take over, not for and alliance but an exchange of knowledge and technology. there was never going to be an "invasion" as such, but a planned nuclear winter to "clean up" the atmosphere in the northern hemisphere by drawing and trapping the polution in the expected climatic trauma and ice.

this was the suggestion of the haig-raith. they said they did this to their own world. however what they didn't mention was the utter failure of the attempt. and if it hadn't been for other technology their world would be nothing more than a rock floating in space. essentially it still is as it cannot support life naturally. so after the americans have triggered their nuclear accident (claiming it was alien interference and beyond their control) the haig-raith would come forward not as conquerors but as saviours with the terraforming technology and artificial strato-filming, and welcomed with open arms by the survivors who would rebuild their world before being exterminated or used as slaves.

the heart of the universe

a message to michael, high king and archangel - i know what you are. arrogant, monsterous, something to be hated and shunned by any who still see joy in life, feel the warmth of the sun as more than just heat. the heart of the universe (your stronghold) is cold. no love, no hate - nothing. no renewal, no singing; static and unchanging. a total lack of emotion; colder than any stone. cold as a comet's tail. a true hell. hell is being at the "mercy" of such as these - cold, colder than space. as cold as a soul that knows it will never be reborn in this universal age.


some on earth might think, because of your bibles and your religion, that hell is hot - fire and brimstone. well you'd best hope that never happens. because it isn't a place. it's an event, primitiively described by someone who lived about 1900 years before atom bombs and nuclear warheads were ever invented.

it seems christ had a bit of the sight. but unlike what's in the bible, i don't think there's some benign force out there to rescue us (or at least the survivors) from our own folly. i think that part was made up.

the universal ages

a universal age is the time it takes the universe to expand and contract again. and this is the universe's thirteenth age. each universal age brings forth at least one archangel.


archangels, all false and some worse)
1.mickel (murdered in 3rd universal age), michael eternal light (official title high king the archangel michael, raper of tahn's soul)
2.sahbala (murderer of mickel), illadore (murderer of mickel. illadore's wife/queen raped tahn's soul from within), illadorian (murderer of mickel)
3.igrath (murderer of mickel), silador (murderer of mickel), adgridan (murderer of mickel), illodore
4.numearel (his wife/queen raped tahn's soul from within)
5.aila na'dae, aila n'hor, tor raig'k
6.abeya boud (entered and attacked tahn's soul from within), uriel
7.keridal, kerigal
8.raphael, gabriel
9. jayve't, darendel, ahn'eveed
10.mickel, illeron, rojev (true, destroyed)
11.abaybuit and nishabiut (buit means 'twin' the language for which they were named)
12.nathaniel
13.an 'hatrorn, tahn mortal fire, and the only archangel of this universal age attacked because of his difference and rejected, something which has not occured since the first universal age that nature created only one, and never that one had been rejected. tahn's unique abilities - healing soul cages/soul spaces and walking unaided (or being reborn, his choice).

(other names are missing but before tahn there were 36 archangels besides michael himself).

leitenants
1.
2.
3.issodore
4.irradon, aragon
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.swiftwings
10.
11.
12.
13.thoth, mickel, sarbella (attached tahn's soul from within), ahn-rel, black hat, thoth-me, somala, pelour (true, imprisoned), storm (or illajey, true, rewritten/destroyed), illaday, remus (formerly sabala)

each archangel has a company of 12, but two are favoured as lietenants
leitenants under:
michael - none
sahbala
sohmalia - ahn-rel
sohmala
illodore - illeron
illadore
illadion - thothme
issodore
numereal - irradon, aragon
irradon
aragon
aila na'dae - black hat
abeya boud - sarbella
iskahval
raphael - mickel
gabriel
uriel - swiftwings
ahn 'a:trorn - abadon, elnadon
nathaniel
abaybuit and nishabiut
tahn

ps according to how the their speach/word for archangel is translated, some would call tahn "the thirteenth power"

to the people of earth who seek to program me

you with the help of andr-riel and abaya:boud and their followers; that have been seeking to reprogam and destroy the illa:t'hjhaea and myself. with me you have failed. you may destroy my body, but i will have life unmared by your cruelty after this. as for michael, i have little faith in him or his eholim.

as for sahbala - you and michael deserve each other. and your fates


this "game" has been going on since february 2007, when a blessed spirit in exchange for the americans not raping me with six transphased men as part of their "paraphychology program" made a deal to release himself and save me. this wont be believed until transphase technology becomes commonplace and transmat/teleport (and the fact that the space transport ship that crashlanded at roswell in 1944 was real... where do you think they got the technology) but they didnt expect it to truly release himself. they thought he would just go mad and become controllable. it hasnt worked that way. so the universe has lost that one, but after the billions upon billions of innocent lives murdered and destroyed by the usa elite military itself across the galaxy its not surprising that if the world does go to hell in a handbasket - there will be no extraterestrial help.

i guess you will have to develop your faster-than-light power source the hard way.

as for tahn, as he is linked to the cycle of life itself, he is not so easily destroyed. the unfortunate thing is, and i havent explained this before, that which is divine cannot be reborn. they are the pinnicle of spiritual or soul development. so when they die there is no being reborn. they just die. above them is just the force of life - that which is their blood and essence - itself. they release themselves to the universe, literally.

manipulation of the visa system

another "exercise" in how they can control my life - this time infiltrating my visa account. note the amount deposited. this is a scan of the actual deposit receipt. and the teller hand wrote the balance of the visa card before and after the deposit.

now.... maths.... -$8001.15 + $16640 = $8638.85. and if you think the teller just made a mistake when she wrote down the balance check the screenshots taken a week later. given the balance before the deposit, they just don't make sense.

there is a $8000 limit (slightly overdrawn) on this account. also note this was an over-the-counter deposit that happened on the nov 1 2007, and these screenshots were a record of my account on nov 8, and that the available balance exceeds the balance even after one week.


note that the available credit does not match what should be available once outstanding amount has been paid in full. check the time stamp at the top left of bank window and payment date.


.... and note how the BALANCE goes from POSITIVE


to NEGATIVE for both the visa and mastercard accounts

truly unique conspiracy

i had a number of different web blogs set up. and yet **somehow** i can no longer log into them.... i can't even get the login name to work on some of them. i guess the Y2K bug "vacination" distributed by the usa was more effective than i thought. not only have they infected optusnet's server, and mastercard's and visa's and stgeorge bank's, but also any server run on microsoft. unix based servers might be safe....

so here are the list of other sites i have and dont expect them to match this one even though they are all called the same - c2007june "know your monsters"

livejournal
soulcast
clearblog

political expediency

(in order of magnitude)

governments which experiment on ordinary citizens:-
usa israel germany

governments which steal private funds:-
israel france usa

governments which steal corporate funds:-
japan usa hong kong (under chinese rule)

governments which steal national funds:-
israel switzerland

governments which murder for political ends:-
israel usa france

governments which murder for "national interests":-
usa israel pakistan china ukraine

governments which leach off the poorer countries (ie never pay for imports and charge massive interest for exports, and have not paid united nations membership fees since the second world war)
america!!

countries that steal ordinary citizens money

america(credit cards, savings accounts, scratchies or similar - loteries in america), israel (savings accounts), japan (credit cards)

for my account "demonstrations"
mastercard - america
visa - japan
savings - israel

and though i can't prove it, a scratchie ticket which i thought would win me $1100 when i took it to the newsagents scanned as 'not a winning ticket'. and i don't know who did that.... but wildly guessing, the usa


dont it suck that everyone used the free Y2K vaccine for microsoft servers?

america and israel manipulate mastercard funds

to demonstrate how easy it is. and here are the screen shots to prove it! that they really don't want you to see.... pictures forthcoming - once they stop interfering with photobucket

8:39am nov 4 2007 and i am back online. just as well my ex and i were in the process of selling the house when they started freezing my accounts and stealing my funds - and the buyers finally came thruough with the cheque. i now have 2 bank cheques of $5000 each and i had another $5000 in cash. thats my half. most of it went to paying off the mortgage which we couldnt afford with me out of work. i'm eating through that now but at least i can eat for a while, go insane with all the 'voices' in my head in private and, most importantly, i could afford to replace my laptop after the cia broke in (yet again) and stole the power cord to my old dell, which i unfortunately left behind. you cant buy that anymore cause its such an old model. so now i'm typing this on my new basic acer laptop (and the difference in weight is amazing. i was carrying the old one around everyday, and my mp3 player which had all my blog notes, to prevent them from breaking me more. and as soon as i realised they had a bugging device in the sensor unit of my home monitoring system i started carrrying that around too.)

back to the pics. they are actual screenshots which i've converted to jpeg because the bitmaps would have been too big.

relevent parts highlighted. note the dates and time, and the highlighted amounts. remember that this is a credit account so negative amounts means the bank owes me and positive figures means i owe the bank. click on pictures to enlarge.

first screen shot. note the amount deposited. account limit was $17500, $81000 deposited. a scan of the actual bank deposit receipt


and a screenshot of when the cheque cleared showing the payment


second screen shot - note the available credit. its in the POSITIVES


now LOOK AT THE AVAILABLE CREDIT AGAIN. its in the NETAGIVES!


and as a final screenshot, the amount deposited again


and as if that isn't enough....

let's do a bit of maths.... if the available credit is $33427.31 and the balance is #19532.31 (with no card authorisations to come out) that would make the credit limit of $13895?... no, its supposed to be $17500! and that wouldnt matter how many payments are put in either! the maximum credit limit on the card should not change.

israel and america show how easy it is to steal from the banking system!

.......... america steals my money. and here's the proof as screenshots!
precursory deposit there....


precursory deposit NOT there....


precursory deposit there AGAIN!


and yet days after the overnight stay, and days after payment has gone through the precursory deposit is still showing up in 'card authorisations' and pulling the AVAILABLE BALANCE in the negatives.... BUT not the CURRENT BALANCE??




actual atm inquiry as to the balance of my account. note that the available balance is in the negatives, yet the current balance is positive!