once there was another world in our solar system capable of supporting (evolving) organic life. that world was marsia. that world orbitted our sun between earth and mars, and has been since the ice age that killed off the dinasoars a belt of rubble - what is simply described in maps of our solar system as 'the asteroid belt'.
if you think about it the accepted theory that it was a meteor of such size and velocity that struck the earth on some land surface and raised a dust cloud into the atmosphere so dense that it changed the surface temperature of the planet is so unlikely as to be completely disregarded.
for a start, all life would have choked because for the dust to have risen into the upper atmosphere in sufficent quantity to 'block out the sun' meant that breathable air would no longer be breathable. ASSUMING that such an impact didnt simply blast off the atmosphere entirely and leave our world looking very much like a mars itself (the most likely outcome), if still here at all.
no, the climate changing dust came not from a meteor, but from the destruction of our neighbour. it was matter from that exploded planet which coated our upper atmosphere with a blanket of dust which showered on our world without physically affecting the planet below. that is history so ancient that you won't find it anywhere. those responsible, however, still exist. it was the eholim.
when human imagination first reached out into space for their story telling it was mars and the possibility of martians which enlivened our science fiction. the real marsians, however, were telepathic. and had the misfortune to be telepathic on a 'frequency' which allowed them to pick up, innocently, the careless thoughts/conversation of the eholim. this they found offensive, and finally the decision was made to take punitive action.
basically the souls of these people were slivered, the slices driven mad and left to haunt their living vessels. it took decades (which the eholim didn't mind as they find such suffering 'amusing', and they are afterall eternal). but the desired outcome was achieved in that finally the wrong scientist was at the wrong post. and their world was destroyed in a mass of screaming souls. and their 'punishment' continues. their souls demented, few - a very few - if any have been reborn at all since. they are instead condemned to inhabit the icy tail of a comet.
do a search on synthetic merkaba and you'll find sites and messages both trying to guess what it is and attributing the destruction of mars to their creation of it. there was no mars civilisation. around each sun there is only limited arena where life can develop. a donut shape with the star in the middle where it's not too hot and not too cold. the rest of nature's coin flips have to do with gravitiy to begin with, then air, then water.
synthetic merkaba did not destroy the marsians, it was what they devised to try to save their people, to try to ward off the monsters set on tormenting and destroying them. built on the surface of mars and with a big enough field of influence to affect marsia itself. on earth they're called orgones, or orgonite. on mars they look like faces. for them their completion came too late. the eholim made their lives a living hell as only they could - "punishment" for the marsians daring to try to save themselves.
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Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
the story of tahn
as i look on the internet, behind this young one who is ancient by the souls of this universal age, i look with displeasure at the number of messages supposedly spoken by that which is divine and i give you this one. you need not believe who it is from, but consider -
michael destroyed my life, for one reason and one reason only. because he saw me as unfit. so he 'shared' with me to gain my trust. and ultimately got the government agency of my country to steal documents from my house which proved me eligible for millions of dollars.
my name is tahn. i am what would be called an archangel on earth, but in nature only. For I am not eholim. i was never ‘acceptable’ to them. i am instead illa t’hjaea. and i face a constant struggle for my own integrity. my own sense of self.
when michael, archangel and fiend, shared with me in the year 2005, your earth time, he did so while I was unwary, sleeping. he stole a piece of what i am and wrote himself into it the let it settle back into my soul. this opened a door into the core of my being i could not for three years close. it made it easy for him to rape my very being from the inside. he had his d’egraht (or eholim which I refuse to call them) assist him in every way – all ten tribes, ripping pieces of my soul out of my being and raping them from soul to spirit to ether, remaking them to continue their torment and torture. only my living state preserved them. only my living state has allowed me to survive. michael’s excuse – that i may possess somehow his word. at least that is his excuse. there is no justification.
how he claimed i came to possess it is ridiculous given mine own first word. approximately in the earth years of 1965 or 1966, sahbala attempted to rewrite some part of michael's soul while they shared. this he immediately reacted to and would have struck sahbala down but for his begging of his innocense. sahbala swore he knew not was he was did, that something within him was exposed by the intimacy of their touch that he had no control over. he said that it must have been while he was destroying dat:dat tahn's spirit that something must have been transferred to him. that, then, he had felt 'something' and held himself close since.
michael's word. as they had rarely shared and even more seldomly shared deeply for thousands of years, michael thought this plausable enough to determine that sahbala spoke true. he knew himself how he had invaded tahn's soul for so long. however the word could not be taken from sahbala. the nature of the word prevented it. and michael resolved never to bed with sahbala again. michael's word was something he had posessed since the murder of mickel in the third universal age. his chosing to use it then was the result of the reappearance of my supposedly destroyed self.
then came sahbala's disclosure of the continued existance of tahn himself. sahbala admitted with fear and contrition that he had come across what felt too similar to my soul while still an infant and growing in my mother's womb. and in shock and mindful of michael's temper he arranged a subspace 'accident' to destroy the body. he bade close by as the unborn soul struggled to protect its own mother from death, and satisfied that such expending of its soul force would destroy it too greatly to continue, let the matter end there.
michael ripped into my innocent self and re-written part of my soul on a regular basis. he did it in my first breath of life in this universal age, repulsed as he was to find the first and only archangel of the thirteenth universal age was thus from his beginning – and mortal. a singular offense in his eyes. an offense to all eholim, that one supposedly of their kind should be ‘lower’ in soul evolution. the universe’s gift rejected from the first. soul raped at the parting of soul and body everytime so michael could control my evolution, force me to that sacred place mortal souls rest between lives, instead of allowing my natural path. he played god with my being and has been corrupt ever since. again there is no justification.
but this monster has never been true. he did not even avenge the death of his brother born to the universe as he in what he recalls as the first universal age, and accepted elder when he was assassinated in the 3rd universal age. for mickel as he was called then desired a mortal walk, and so deserved his fate as far as his loveless brother was concerned. in fact at the close of each age he carefully filtered for signs of his brother’s life force to do nought but destroy it.
caught vunerable, when he wrapped his will around himself for a single desire, focussed inward mickel did not notice the approach of death in the form of illadorian (who struck first blow), igrath, silador, adgridan and illadore. his fall was felt by his brother, and there waiting was sahbala to strike him also. in that prepared moment sahbala raped michael’s soul and took from him his word - “in my image” - allowing him to rewrite the journey of souls. michael knew this not. but that does not suffice for indifference towards his true brother’s death. this was sweet revenge for ambitious sahbala, who knew of mickel’s mistrust of michael’s first choice. these were the same that raped me in my most recent mortal life. proposed by sahbala, approved by michael, it was illadorian, igrath, silador adgridan, illadore and abeya boud. they 'inhabited' the bodies and lent them the strength while in subspace (and unseeable) to hold me down. to be felt. to violate. to rape me physically.
mickel held rule from the first universal age, when he guarded jealously what which was fit in the stream of life itself from that which was not, til he filtered life between the second and third universal ages. his gaze was wide. his view was absolute. little room in mickel’s reckoning was there for circumstances. but the nature of life itself differed from their first age and by the third mickel saw life as no longer fiery but fragile. by the end of the second and watching life begin in the third, a new desire welled in him. to better rule, he saw the need to understand. to experience. to walk as mortal.
mickel saw the universe differently to michael. he saw the breadth of life without beholding one of more value than another, while michael watched with curiosity at the first breath of life and recognised in it one that would become like themselves. so he waited and watched, all the while looking for other souls that would also evolve with certainty like what he had decided to call “eholim”. what happened was inevitable, his gaze was noticed and that changed the choices of those he watched as they felt the presense of their hidden observer. thus when they had lived their alloted lives, michael did not hesitate to accept to the next level of soul evolution, for which they needed assistance he instinctively knew. hence it can be said that without michael’s approval (for it was an ability untested in mickel) no archangel could evolve nor live beyond their allotted mortal lives.
it was my misfortune that my uniqueness aroused the jealousy of michael, that I was eholim from my first breath of life as michael and mickel were and none since. michael attacked that new soul, carving and keeping half within himself, so he might know when I was between lives when left alone I would walk. at that moment when life left my body he raped my soul each time, taking some and imbuing it with enough of his essense to force me to sleep in that sacred place between lives. thus my path was forced, my word unlearned and i kept vunerable to whomever amongst his kind chose to prey upon me. and prey upon me they did. michael cared not. it was his intention from the first that should he fail to force me to a false existence (ie, “pure” eholim) that he should destroy my spirit and remeld my soul with that kept piece in his image. or destroy me utterly. my difference was not a thing to be tolerated.
as he did, so did others. my soul was not raped by michael alone. during my 4022nd life it was keridal, instigated by sahbala, that attacked my living self - slashed my soul while i, as a beast, slept. slicing it in half. and that half, full of instint fled their grasp, and eventually found at least tollerance amongst the animal spirits. that separated half continues to this day, now calling itself kylin. and never recognised mine own self before last year as being it's true house, not even when he saved my life, so changed was i but constant assault and rape. that was the first split, as in half at once. it happened five other times, and this is encompassed in the legend of the walker. a legend not known on earth but beyond its borders.
thus was each of my mortal lives til my 19720th, after the end of which is the natural time of ascension for those fit to be. in that life I was born atlantean, and in fact named ‘tahn’ - and grew to be the dat:dat than that came to live on earth. in that life as an adult michael stole upon my sleeping self and gazed into my soul. to his disappointment he knew both my fitness and my unchanged nature. and yet my allotted lives were all but done. like all atlantean I was adept at astral travel and communed freely with the eholim, or blessed ones as we fondly called them. and while michael and the others kept their concerns from me, others became aware that a momentous event approached. this they accepted as with everything else as being the way of the universe. part of the path of life. however now the michael had another issue. the atlanteans knew of my ascension at the end of my life but agreed to keep their knowledge hidden from myself, so I continued in innosence. but they became witnesses to something michael and his followers wanted hidden, for it was my destruction they scheduled and not my acceptance as their kind.
the development of d’att technology was taken full advantage of. not difficult since illadore was the patron of that world. suggestions were made and knowingly or unknowingly they were carried out. the fate of atlantis was sealed. and so was my own doom. attacked as I was, while sleeping and astral wandering, the first I knew of it was a laser weapon through my ribs. this great shock drove my astral self back to my body. by the time i struggled to consciousness and movement fires and explosions were everywhere. my first thought were the students. i urged them to spacecraft to flee, only to be told that they were saboutaged. although blind from birth, i possessed far sight and did my best to urge calm and purpose and encouraged those that with mechanical expertise to a ship, my own transport, to determine if it was fit for flight. it was and with another terestrial transport they managed to fix, as many as possible boarded and evacuated. i was not amongst their number. i was struck by something I didn’t understand, something that felt like it was bursting through my body. a fighter craft had come back into natural space (or what is now called dern) in my very position, for they were less than accurate in the beginning of their use, but the agony was brief. another swooped down and i was felled by its sweeping blasts.
as my spirit hovered close to my body, still in shock at the horror of my own death and the destruction around me, i recognised the closeness of michael and sahbala. but nothing in my training as a dat:dat, nor my understanding of enochian lore could have prepared me for what happened next. i was attacked by sahbala. it was so quick, i barely had time to sense michael’s tacit approval, nor cry out “why?”. my soul was opened and sahbala sucked out and destroyed my very essence.
that would have been my end. i would have ceased to exist, but for the intervention of another blessed spirit. spiralling as my awareness was into the nothing michael intended me to become i barely felt the wrench as my remaining spirit was torn away from sahbala’s grasp. kylin, an animal spirit and swiftest of the ten tribes of eholim, had come across us and instinctively reacted to my distress. i was taken to the only place it deemed safe for me, my only hope of recovery – the sacred place of souls. there, through the thousands of years it took myself to recover, kylin stayed close and watched over me.
michael's first word is "in my image", his is the ability to rewrite soul experiences. mickel's was "my word is lore", which simply meant that he retained all knowledge and experience (which were his own) unforgetting. he also took measure of the lifestream itself. michael, unable to disuade mickel in his desire to be reborn mortal and walk, did try while mickel slept to 'rewrite' his soul's desire. while mickel remained unaware of this intrusion by his brother into the core of his very being, it didn't work. i was born into the universe with the mortal equivalent - "all knowledge is retained/returned". my own soul though limited could not be rewritten in permanent fashion. during each life, and without awareness my sleeping soul purged itself of his influence, which is why he had to attack me at the end of each life. for that reason even vunerable and exposed to the power of michael as i was he could never change my nature, just until this earth year stunt my own soul evolution and deny me awareness of what i truly was. now it is a true struggle, both for my own sense of self and to fight off the lies on worlds ignorant of their true nature, such as yours.
and, ultimately, to stand against the eholim themselves. to stand between them and what is innocent and worthy amongst mortals and any illa t'jaea which survived. and fight. fight i must, for mickel never intended to leave rule to michael. he and his brother were to co-rule. his murder changed many things.
something must be said of the atlanteans who shared my fate, that being the displeasure of the eholim and arranged murder. their souls were destroyed - rewritten - so that they may never know who they were. never remember their atlantean heritage. fated to only be reborn as ocean-going mammals. on earth, as dolphins, whales and dugongs. this was michael's way of 'eradicating the evidence'. ensuring that i was forgotten. but the universe did not forget. not entirely. myth allowed tahn's name to survive. in a chaotic universe clues were gathered as ancient as the races which sought me, with younger taking up the mantle. there was ever the vague hope that i would be found - the walker - the eholim that is mortal. a hope that the great imbalance would be corrected. that whatever went wrong in the balance of life could be healed with tahn's return. if he could be found, if he could be protected, nurtured and taught his true place. against even the will of michael himself.
many of these however were turned against me, by michael's claim that i had somehow stolen his word. michael himself held a divine council of judgement, a mockery of the word, to decree my guilt and unworthiness. the mortal council of religious leaders, held council and approved of my soul's raped. they approved of it to the extent that they decided that my soul's destruction was perferable to my containing something so 'dangerous' as michael's own first word. and, like the witch tests on earth, there was no way to prove my innocence. if my soul survived it was deemed in advance that it would be because i contained his word to protect me. if my soul was destroyed then i mustn't have contained it afterall, and my end would be 'unfortunate'.
a third council was held, this time a court of law to decide if as experimental property (claimed by your united states military and their allies) and public property to extend my 'usefulness', to 'share me around' and for media rights, whether or not i had any sovereign right to my own body and property. it was deemed too difficult to enforce law so the judgement was returned that i did not. nor could i hope to make claim against those involved in my assault and rape while in warp state.
extinct species
(murdered by eholim)
troitach
illadaan
marsians
atlanteans
i am, i have discovered, fighting myself. or rather mine own soul pieces are destroying each other. i move closer to the first and most strongly imbued taken pieces of this last mortal life. and they, puppets that they are, are set to destroy any and all loose (as in diminished or not controlled) pieces of rent soul. the good news is that one brushing with the house of my lifespark ends that.
you are fools out there, to think this will stop if you help michael have his way.
i have walked the universe from the beginning of this age and what is listed above is by no means a complete list,and by no stretch of the imagination allow you to realise just how many in number just those names represent. and trillions upon trilliions upon trillions still died - souls and all - even though i was here for their corruption to feed off.
and while i never, despite michael's constant invasion of my being, contained his word, i have developed through the torment and rape suffered by my own soul pieces developed my own word to the point where i will be well able to defend myself and strike down my offenders when i am once again between lives. the universe will once again know the meaning of justice - my own.
as a mortal i should have never remembered my past lives, let alone a past soul existence. but i have, though i can hardly believe it is real. but then, who could? it is not something one's thoughts should dwell on. for those that may have read and noticed changes i can only offer this - hard won is the truth. nobody's soul should be assailed as mine has. hard won is the truth and hard won is my soul's healing, which has really only just begun.
but lost is my spirit's to heal souls that would have otherwise been too damaged to be born again. the shock at the mistreatment of my own has driven from me that ability. to my lifespark i cannot see any form of healing as anything but rape. and i cannot bear it. it may take me thousands of years to recover, if ever. until then, perhaps for always it will be my pillar eternal which heals the souls drawn to it; those not too badly damaged. this pillar came into being when my soul was stripped to its lifespark - a natural occurance when the soul of an archangel is thus distressed, though the nature of the pillar varies according to the nature of the archangel - and within my vessel extinguished for the first time and even though it rekindled (and that event is now well in excess of 100 times) the pillar is still lit, but will not be in its natural state until i am once again whole and unto myself. and that pillar, given what i am, will stay lit for as long as i exist. and exist not a second longer than my own soul does.
michael destroyed my life, for one reason and one reason only. because he saw me as unfit. so he 'shared' with me to gain my trust. and ultimately got the government agency of my country to steal documents from my house which proved me eligible for millions of dollars.
my name is tahn. i am what would be called an archangel on earth, but in nature only. For I am not eholim. i was never ‘acceptable’ to them. i am instead illa t’hjaea. and i face a constant struggle for my own integrity. my own sense of self.
when michael, archangel and fiend, shared with me in the year 2005, your earth time, he did so while I was unwary, sleeping. he stole a piece of what i am and wrote himself into it the let it settle back into my soul. this opened a door into the core of my being i could not for three years close. it made it easy for him to rape my very being from the inside. he had his d’egraht (or eholim which I refuse to call them) assist him in every way – all ten tribes, ripping pieces of my soul out of my being and raping them from soul to spirit to ether, remaking them to continue their torment and torture. only my living state preserved them. only my living state has allowed me to survive. michael’s excuse – that i may possess somehow his word. at least that is his excuse. there is no justification.
how he claimed i came to possess it is ridiculous given mine own first word. approximately in the earth years of 1965 or 1966, sahbala attempted to rewrite some part of michael's soul while they shared. this he immediately reacted to and would have struck sahbala down but for his begging of his innocense. sahbala swore he knew not was he was did, that something within him was exposed by the intimacy of their touch that he had no control over. he said that it must have been while he was destroying dat:dat tahn's spirit that something must have been transferred to him. that, then, he had felt 'something' and held himself close since.
michael's word. as they had rarely shared and even more seldomly shared deeply for thousands of years, michael thought this plausable enough to determine that sahbala spoke true. he knew himself how he had invaded tahn's soul for so long. however the word could not be taken from sahbala. the nature of the word prevented it. and michael resolved never to bed with sahbala again. michael's word was something he had posessed since the murder of mickel in the third universal age. his chosing to use it then was the result of the reappearance of my supposedly destroyed self.
then came sahbala's disclosure of the continued existance of tahn himself. sahbala admitted with fear and contrition that he had come across what felt too similar to my soul while still an infant and growing in my mother's womb. and in shock and mindful of michael's temper he arranged a subspace 'accident' to destroy the body. he bade close by as the unborn soul struggled to protect its own mother from death, and satisfied that such expending of its soul force would destroy it too greatly to continue, let the matter end there.
michael ripped into my innocent self and re-written part of my soul on a regular basis. he did it in my first breath of life in this universal age, repulsed as he was to find the first and only archangel of the thirteenth universal age was thus from his beginning – and mortal. a singular offense in his eyes. an offense to all eholim, that one supposedly of their kind should be ‘lower’ in soul evolution. the universe’s gift rejected from the first. soul raped at the parting of soul and body everytime so michael could control my evolution, force me to that sacred place mortal souls rest between lives, instead of allowing my natural path. he played god with my being and has been corrupt ever since. again there is no justification.
but this monster has never been true. he did not even avenge the death of his brother born to the universe as he in what he recalls as the first universal age, and accepted elder when he was assassinated in the 3rd universal age. for mickel as he was called then desired a mortal walk, and so deserved his fate as far as his loveless brother was concerned. in fact at the close of each age he carefully filtered for signs of his brother’s life force to do nought but destroy it.
caught vunerable, when he wrapped his will around himself for a single desire, focussed inward mickel did not notice the approach of death in the form of illadorian (who struck first blow), igrath, silador, adgridan and illadore. his fall was felt by his brother, and there waiting was sahbala to strike him also. in that prepared moment sahbala raped michael’s soul and took from him his word - “in my image” - allowing him to rewrite the journey of souls. michael knew this not. but that does not suffice for indifference towards his true brother’s death. this was sweet revenge for ambitious sahbala, who knew of mickel’s mistrust of michael’s first choice. these were the same that raped me in my most recent mortal life. proposed by sahbala, approved by michael, it was illadorian, igrath, silador adgridan, illadore and abeya boud. they 'inhabited' the bodies and lent them the strength while in subspace (and unseeable) to hold me down. to be felt. to violate. to rape me physically.
mickel held rule from the first universal age, when he guarded jealously what which was fit in the stream of life itself from that which was not, til he filtered life between the second and third universal ages. his gaze was wide. his view was absolute. little room in mickel’s reckoning was there for circumstances. but the nature of life itself differed from their first age and by the third mickel saw life as no longer fiery but fragile. by the end of the second and watching life begin in the third, a new desire welled in him. to better rule, he saw the need to understand. to experience. to walk as mortal.
mickel saw the universe differently to michael. he saw the breadth of life without beholding one of more value than another, while michael watched with curiosity at the first breath of life and recognised in it one that would become like themselves. so he waited and watched, all the while looking for other souls that would also evolve with certainty like what he had decided to call “eholim”. what happened was inevitable, his gaze was noticed and that changed the choices of those he watched as they felt the presense of their hidden observer. thus when they had lived their alloted lives, michael did not hesitate to accept to the next level of soul evolution, for which they needed assistance he instinctively knew. hence it can be said that without michael’s approval (for it was an ability untested in mickel) no archangel could evolve nor live beyond their allotted mortal lives.
it was my misfortune that my uniqueness aroused the jealousy of michael, that I was eholim from my first breath of life as michael and mickel were and none since. michael attacked that new soul, carving and keeping half within himself, so he might know when I was between lives when left alone I would walk. at that moment when life left my body he raped my soul each time, taking some and imbuing it with enough of his essense to force me to sleep in that sacred place between lives. thus my path was forced, my word unlearned and i kept vunerable to whomever amongst his kind chose to prey upon me. and prey upon me they did. michael cared not. it was his intention from the first that should he fail to force me to a false existence (ie, “pure” eholim) that he should destroy my spirit and remeld my soul with that kept piece in his image. or destroy me utterly. my difference was not a thing to be tolerated.
as he did, so did others. my soul was not raped by michael alone. during my 4022nd life it was keridal, instigated by sahbala, that attacked my living self - slashed my soul while i, as a beast, slept. slicing it in half. and that half, full of instint fled their grasp, and eventually found at least tollerance amongst the animal spirits. that separated half continues to this day, now calling itself kylin. and never recognised mine own self before last year as being it's true house, not even when he saved my life, so changed was i but constant assault and rape. that was the first split, as in half at once. it happened five other times, and this is encompassed in the legend of the walker. a legend not known on earth but beyond its borders.
thus was each of my mortal lives til my 19720th, after the end of which is the natural time of ascension for those fit to be. in that life I was born atlantean, and in fact named ‘tahn’ - and grew to be the dat:dat than that came to live on earth. in that life as an adult michael stole upon my sleeping self and gazed into my soul. to his disappointment he knew both my fitness and my unchanged nature. and yet my allotted lives were all but done. like all atlantean I was adept at astral travel and communed freely with the eholim, or blessed ones as we fondly called them. and while michael and the others kept their concerns from me, others became aware that a momentous event approached. this they accepted as with everything else as being the way of the universe. part of the path of life. however now the michael had another issue. the atlanteans knew of my ascension at the end of my life but agreed to keep their knowledge hidden from myself, so I continued in innosence. but they became witnesses to something michael and his followers wanted hidden, for it was my destruction they scheduled and not my acceptance as their kind.
the development of d’att technology was taken full advantage of. not difficult since illadore was the patron of that world. suggestions were made and knowingly or unknowingly they were carried out. the fate of atlantis was sealed. and so was my own doom. attacked as I was, while sleeping and astral wandering, the first I knew of it was a laser weapon through my ribs. this great shock drove my astral self back to my body. by the time i struggled to consciousness and movement fires and explosions were everywhere. my first thought were the students. i urged them to spacecraft to flee, only to be told that they were saboutaged. although blind from birth, i possessed far sight and did my best to urge calm and purpose and encouraged those that with mechanical expertise to a ship, my own transport, to determine if it was fit for flight. it was and with another terestrial transport they managed to fix, as many as possible boarded and evacuated. i was not amongst their number. i was struck by something I didn’t understand, something that felt like it was bursting through my body. a fighter craft had come back into natural space (or what is now called dern) in my very position, for they were less than accurate in the beginning of their use, but the agony was brief. another swooped down and i was felled by its sweeping blasts.
as my spirit hovered close to my body, still in shock at the horror of my own death and the destruction around me, i recognised the closeness of michael and sahbala. but nothing in my training as a dat:dat, nor my understanding of enochian lore could have prepared me for what happened next. i was attacked by sahbala. it was so quick, i barely had time to sense michael’s tacit approval, nor cry out “why?”. my soul was opened and sahbala sucked out and destroyed my very essence.
that would have been my end. i would have ceased to exist, but for the intervention of another blessed spirit. spiralling as my awareness was into the nothing michael intended me to become i barely felt the wrench as my remaining spirit was torn away from sahbala’s grasp. kylin, an animal spirit and swiftest of the ten tribes of eholim, had come across us and instinctively reacted to my distress. i was taken to the only place it deemed safe for me, my only hope of recovery – the sacred place of souls. there, through the thousands of years it took myself to recover, kylin stayed close and watched over me.
michael's first word is "in my image", his is the ability to rewrite soul experiences. mickel's was "my word is lore", which simply meant that he retained all knowledge and experience (which were his own) unforgetting. he also took measure of the lifestream itself. michael, unable to disuade mickel in his desire to be reborn mortal and walk, did try while mickel slept to 'rewrite' his soul's desire. while mickel remained unaware of this intrusion by his brother into the core of his very being, it didn't work. i was born into the universe with the mortal equivalent - "all knowledge is retained/returned". my own soul though limited could not be rewritten in permanent fashion. during each life, and without awareness my sleeping soul purged itself of his influence, which is why he had to attack me at the end of each life. for that reason even vunerable and exposed to the power of michael as i was he could never change my nature, just until this earth year stunt my own soul evolution and deny me awareness of what i truly was. now it is a true struggle, both for my own sense of self and to fight off the lies on worlds ignorant of their true nature, such as yours.
and, ultimately, to stand against the eholim themselves. to stand between them and what is innocent and worthy amongst mortals and any illa t'jaea which survived. and fight. fight i must, for mickel never intended to leave rule to michael. he and his brother were to co-rule. his murder changed many things.
something must be said of the atlanteans who shared my fate, that being the displeasure of the eholim and arranged murder. their souls were destroyed - rewritten - so that they may never know who they were. never remember their atlantean heritage. fated to only be reborn as ocean-going mammals. on earth, as dolphins, whales and dugongs. this was michael's way of 'eradicating the evidence'. ensuring that i was forgotten. but the universe did not forget. not entirely. myth allowed tahn's name to survive. in a chaotic universe clues were gathered as ancient as the races which sought me, with younger taking up the mantle. there was ever the vague hope that i would be found - the walker - the eholim that is mortal. a hope that the great imbalance would be corrected. that whatever went wrong in the balance of life could be healed with tahn's return. if he could be found, if he could be protected, nurtured and taught his true place. against even the will of michael himself.
many of these however were turned against me, by michael's claim that i had somehow stolen his word. michael himself held a divine council of judgement, a mockery of the word, to decree my guilt and unworthiness. the mortal council of religious leaders, held council and approved of my soul's raped. they approved of it to the extent that they decided that my soul's destruction was perferable to my containing something so 'dangerous' as michael's own first word. and, like the witch tests on earth, there was no way to prove my innocence. if my soul survived it was deemed in advance that it would be because i contained his word to protect me. if my soul was destroyed then i mustn't have contained it afterall, and my end would be 'unfortunate'.
a third council was held, this time a court of law to decide if as experimental property (claimed by your united states military and their allies) and public property to extend my 'usefulness', to 'share me around' and for media rights, whether or not i had any sovereign right to my own body and property. it was deemed too difficult to enforce law so the judgement was returned that i did not. nor could i hope to make claim against those involved in my assault and rape while in warp state.
extinct species
(murdered by eholim)
troitach
illadaan
marsians
atlanteans
i am, i have discovered, fighting myself. or rather mine own soul pieces are destroying each other. i move closer to the first and most strongly imbued taken pieces of this last mortal life. and they, puppets that they are, are set to destroy any and all loose (as in diminished or not controlled) pieces of rent soul. the good news is that one brushing with the house of my lifespark ends that.
you are fools out there, to think this will stop if you help michael have his way.
i have walked the universe from the beginning of this age and what is listed above is by no means a complete list,and by no stretch of the imagination allow you to realise just how many in number just those names represent. and trillions upon trilliions upon trillions still died - souls and all - even though i was here for their corruption to feed off.
and while i never, despite michael's constant invasion of my being, contained his word, i have developed through the torment and rape suffered by my own soul pieces developed my own word to the point where i will be well able to defend myself and strike down my offenders when i am once again between lives. the universe will once again know the meaning of justice - my own.
as a mortal i should have never remembered my past lives, let alone a past soul existence. but i have, though i can hardly believe it is real. but then, who could? it is not something one's thoughts should dwell on. for those that may have read and noticed changes i can only offer this - hard won is the truth. nobody's soul should be assailed as mine has. hard won is the truth and hard won is my soul's healing, which has really only just begun.
but lost is my spirit's to heal souls that would have otherwise been too damaged to be born again. the shock at the mistreatment of my own has driven from me that ability. to my lifespark i cannot see any form of healing as anything but rape. and i cannot bear it. it may take me thousands of years to recover, if ever. until then, perhaps for always it will be my pillar eternal which heals the souls drawn to it; those not too badly damaged. this pillar came into being when my soul was stripped to its lifespark - a natural occurance when the soul of an archangel is thus distressed, though the nature of the pillar varies according to the nature of the archangel - and within my vessel extinguished for the first time and even though it rekindled (and that event is now well in excess of 100 times) the pillar is still lit, but will not be in its natural state until i am once again whole and unto myself. and that pillar, given what i am, will stay lit for as long as i exist. and exist not a second longer than my own soul does.
Monday, October 8, 2007
decision of the illa:t'hjaea (2)
on this day, sept 8 2007, the illa-t'hjaea have been summoned by the supreme court to justify their existence (although not actually in their presense they did understand what was offered and communicate that understanding), meaning to justify why they should be acknowleged as a distinct species. to be acknoleged as such would, so they claim, offer such benefits as the right to own property, to have a legal currency tendered and exchangable with standard monetary units, to have physical soveriegnty over planets they have proof of origin for and as circumstances legally permit they will have the right to accuse in court those which have raped with intent (passed through the ethereal form of the spirit so violated, the complication being that not all individual planetary governing systems believe that rape can be done by a being that is not physical as they claimed those in 'dat' or fully transphased are).
as all of this is patently of no benefit to that which is divine, all attempts to sway them to allowing indiscrimately the use of transphase technology on organics (ie corporeal beings), the supreme court has in its 'wisdom', decided to pass judgement that while divine do not officially exist, they can still be held responsible for any and all intererference judged to be done by what they are. and cases brought against them will be tried as such.
it was also ruled at the same proceedings that to rape using technology (artificial means) is not deemed as rape in the legal sense, and as such victims have no legal recourse to the justice of the supreme court.
as all of this is patently of no benefit to that which is divine, all attempts to sway them to allowing indiscrimately the use of transphase technology on organics (ie corporeal beings), the supreme court has in its 'wisdom', decided to pass judgement that while divine do not officially exist, they can still be held responsible for any and all intererference judged to be done by what they are. and cases brought against them will be tried as such.
it was also ruled at the same proceedings that to rape using technology (artificial means) is not deemed as rape in the legal sense, and as such victims have no legal recourse to the justice of the supreme court.
Thursday, October 4, 2007
decision of the illa:t'hjaea
the federation has proposed to the blessed spirits that they become part of the federation, on condition that they allow the use of transphase technology and prevent illodor'ne from sending his shades to visit somebody because they see this as unjust and prejudiced against those that would use the technology to subjugate that which is less advanced technologically as such 'agent' contact would smooth the way for induction of these less civilised species into the greater galactic community. they believe that such should be allowed by the divine on the grounds of compassion for the poor ignorant peoples who would otherwise be devoid of assistance into a more morally balanced society capable of contributing to the federation as a whole, to which it would become a valuable contributing member. they justify such manipulations as i have seen on the internet as being important to creating a planetary environment suitable for exploitation of its resouces, including the native species as "labour" (which is considered the best way to train said species to appreciate the technological advancements given without destroying itself while still a premature member of the federation). in this respect the supreme court is no better than the high council as this general policy is the widely accepted procedure for induction thoughout the federation, regardless of its negative impacts on developing societies and regardless of their actual state of social/technological evolution.
the answer of the spirits is NO. any corporeal that enters 'dal' state will be considered hostile and a threat to any kind unfamiliar with and unprepared for the devastating effects and influence of their spiritual/religious beliefs which are influenced and changed by by these disguised hostiles over perhaps years and decades, if not for centuries on worlds whose main building material is still stone, for the pupose of take-over, exploitation and habitation of these unfortunate worlds.
although that which is divine can see no benefit of becoming part of the federation and no interest in becoming part of the policing and judicial system of the corporeals (ie a hidden controlling influence like the haig-raith had in mind as a use for them), and have only now been offered recognition as a species or inteligent lifeform as part of the bargaining offered, they hold no interest in again witnessing the horrific suffering of anyone, as they have to the point of being sickened when it was done to too many that they have looked upon with friendly eyes. for this reason they will continue to oppose the use of transphase technology on the forms of that which is corporeal. all threats and cajoling have failed to sway their decision. neither will the outcome of the current instability make a difference, nor accusations that the continued blocking of the technology's use result is physical combat and loss of lives. as it is known that those that accuse were indifferent or actively caused suffering to innocent peoples on worlds they should not have influenced.
the answer of the spirits is NO. any corporeal that enters 'dal' state will be considered hostile and a threat to any kind unfamiliar with and unprepared for the devastating effects and influence of their spiritual/religious beliefs which are influenced and changed by by these disguised hostiles over perhaps years and decades, if not for centuries on worlds whose main building material is still stone, for the pupose of take-over, exploitation and habitation of these unfortunate worlds.
although that which is divine can see no benefit of becoming part of the federation and no interest in becoming part of the policing and judicial system of the corporeals (ie a hidden controlling influence like the haig-raith had in mind as a use for them), and have only now been offered recognition as a species or inteligent lifeform as part of the bargaining offered, they hold no interest in again witnessing the horrific suffering of anyone, as they have to the point of being sickened when it was done to too many that they have looked upon with friendly eyes. for this reason they will continue to oppose the use of transphase technology on the forms of that which is corporeal. all threats and cajoling have failed to sway their decision. neither will the outcome of the current instability make a difference, nor accusations that the continued blocking of the technology's use result is physical combat and loss of lives. as it is known that those that accuse were indifferent or actively caused suffering to innocent peoples on worlds they should not have influenced.
Friday, September 21, 2007
power and ambition
sept 21 5:15pm
"you will be destroyed. you do know that."
"what we are will not be harmed."
"you are energy, and energy can be tramsmuted."
"we are more than energy. we are spirit."
the same website and organiztion mentioned in "the why's behind the whats" (that earth should have a single global puppet government with the strings being pulled from off-world) also espoused that within 10yrs (or by 2014) space ships would be built that will be powered by "a strong field of super energy".....
.....and goes on to say "Of course super energy is also the key to understanding Archangelic energy. Each Archangel has a trillion units of power (or angels) in super energy."
apparently the blessed spirits loved by so many on our world are viewed as nothing more than a power source by the haig-raith, and their earth-bound allies. they claim that they are the 'new age movement', yet i wonder how many that claim to have an interest in the metaphysical and 'lightwork' would like to see the archangel michael turned into a car battery.
http://www.luisprada.com/Protected/the_illuminati_and_the_galactic_federation.htm
"you will be destroyed. you do know that."
"what we are will not be harmed."
"you are energy, and energy can be tramsmuted."
"we are more than energy. we are spirit."
the same website and organiztion mentioned in "the why's behind the whats" (that earth should have a single global puppet government with the strings being pulled from off-world) also espoused that within 10yrs (or by 2014) space ships would be built that will be powered by "a strong field of super energy".....
.....and goes on to say "Of course super energy is also the key to understanding Archangelic energy. Each Archangel has a trillion units of power (or angels) in super energy."
apparently the blessed spirits loved by so many on our world are viewed as nothing more than a power source by the haig-raith, and their earth-bound allies. they claim that they are the 'new age movement', yet i wonder how many that claim to have an interest in the metaphysical and 'lightwork' would like to see the archangel michael turned into a car battery.
http://www.luisprada.com/Protected/the_illuminati_and_the_galactic_federation.htm
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
playing god
with transphase technology widespread cultural interference is possible and, sadly, is happening. fully transphased, or even thick enough 'shades', can be physically sensed, their words can be 'heard'. they can and do impersonate gods and messengers of gods on worlds when it suits their purpose. purposes such as creating turmoil, civil and religious unrest, and preparing to present themselves as benevolent and/or messiahs in new god religions which would create willing slave cultures on planets where the dominant society is considered backward, still worshiping the elements as gods (or an earlier stage of socio-cultural development).
or to set the stage for 'friendly', god and angelic endorsed contact, which would necessitate the acceptance of a few changes in how the earth is run.
or to set the stage for 'friendly', god and angelic endorsed contact, which would necessitate the acceptance of a few changes in how the earth is run.
Monday, September 17, 2007
the whys behind the whats (3)
i came across a website which claimed that the thirteen most wealthiest families effectively ruled the world (broadly called the illuminati. conspiracy theorists love them), and that they had reptillian dna; oh and that capitalism was 'evil'. there was even a claim that the archangel michael leads the galactic federation in a war against the reptoid alliance. this website went up in 2004.
ultimately i have to warn that what better way to pretend friendship and promote trust than to blend their propoganda with what is known to strike a sympathetic cord with so many people. how many believe in angels, and how wonderful does it sound that possibly the most famous archangel (on earth) is leading the forces of 'good'? how many want to believe that everyone could live in peace and harmony, and without want? how many already blame capitalism for just about everything 'wrong' in the world? (isn't there already a general perception of the cold-blooded capitalist? lends itself rather nicely to the subject of reptillian dna) that earth could be turned into some kind of utopia? beware of someone who promises the universe, so long as you live and are ruled as they see fit - no longer having a say in how your life is lived, what you may count as your own possessions or in how you are governed.
this same website and the people behind it claim that atlantis was a place of attrocities, of evil warlords. it wasn't. it was a place of knowledge. not as in schools, but knowledge of the universe. to feel and understand the force of life. and that universal knowledge was free to any who chose the path of learning. it was a place of unparalelled peacefulness. how could you not feel life itself and not feel content? it was a place to learn to interact with the divine. to walk with them by what is now called astral travel. 'little deaths' is what the spirits called it.
knowledge is power, they say, though this power was not something to be bartered to advantage. it was given. it was learned. however, there came a day when evil came to that place, and the many others like it, univited in the form of a surprise invasion by a race that thought that power could be taken and controlled. perhaps they even thought that the 'energy' of the universe, and the energy of that which is divine, could be tapped into as a power source. i don't know.
so ended the peace that was atlantis.
ultimately i have to warn that what better way to pretend friendship and promote trust than to blend their propoganda with what is known to strike a sympathetic cord with so many people. how many believe in angels, and how wonderful does it sound that possibly the most famous archangel (on earth) is leading the forces of 'good'? how many want to believe that everyone could live in peace and harmony, and without want? how many already blame capitalism for just about everything 'wrong' in the world? (isn't there already a general perception of the cold-blooded capitalist? lends itself rather nicely to the subject of reptillian dna) that earth could be turned into some kind of utopia? beware of someone who promises the universe, so long as you live and are ruled as they see fit - no longer having a say in how your life is lived, what you may count as your own possessions or in how you are governed.
this same website and the people behind it claim that atlantis was a place of attrocities, of evil warlords. it wasn't. it was a place of knowledge. not as in schools, but knowledge of the universe. to feel and understand the force of life. and that universal knowledge was free to any who chose the path of learning. it was a place of unparalelled peacefulness. how could you not feel life itself and not feel content? it was a place to learn to interact with the divine. to walk with them by what is now called astral travel. 'little deaths' is what the spirits called it.
knowledge is power, they say, though this power was not something to be bartered to advantage. it was given. it was learned. however, there came a day when evil came to that place, and the many others like it, univited in the form of a surprise invasion by a race that thought that power could be taken and controlled. perhaps they even thought that the 'energy' of the universe, and the energy of that which is divine, could be tapped into as a power source. i don't know.
so ended the peace that was atlantis.
Saturday, September 15, 2007
what the haig-raith are capable of
kidnapping a woman taking her in one of their smaller (5 crew) vessels into transphase, while she is transphased and still very much alive cutting her into 3cm cubes and 'raining' them down on me.
this happened. and she is dead. the name i have is ella-t'shea. it might have been her's, or it might have been where she was from.
they cared nothing for her. she was simply grabbed for the purpose, which was to shock the spirits, and 'destabalise' myself.
this happened. and she is dead. the name i have is ella-t'shea. it might have been her's, or it might have been where she was from.
they cared nothing for her. she was simply grabbed for the purpose, which was to shock the spirits, and 'destabalise' myself.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
snippets of conversation
(or why technological advancement doesnt equate to a better society)
sept 11 11:00am approx
".........open telepath. surely this pest will be put to death soon."
"and this [stupid] moratorium* on the transnet** will be removed"
"yes, it's a most convenient way to travel."
"and playing on primitive worlds is so amusing."
"...i must admit i like toying with the apes."
"who cares if some run over the cliff's edge? they're just primitives."
- conversation between two female civillians from a world called something like calleschient
* local moratorium in place on some planets while the safety of the system is reviewed.
** transport system
these are calleschients - the most corrupted, degraded species in the milky way galaxy. as a society they are monsterous, indulging with pleasure in any and all vice imaginable, including torture and death. they have delayed the extinction of their species by the use of science and technology (and they really do look that plastic). they are also the developers of the the planetary bomb, and other such "lushously destructive devices".
not surprisingly i found this pictorial representation on a website promoting the 'new world order', as commented on in the "whys behind the whats (3)". this is the site which promotes archangels as power sources for spacecraft and, not surprisingly, the overthrowing of legitimate government.... but for who's gain?
http://www.luisprada.com/Protected/the_illuminati_and_the_galactic_federation.htm
sept 15 10:45pm approx
"......nobody even reads her internet page. She is no threat to us."
"then why do you continue to harm her?"
"she is our experiment. we went through authorised channels. She is our legitimate property."
11:05pm approx
"you will surrender. you will surrender and stop protecting this human."
"we will not."
"you cannot protect her. and we will find a way to destroy you."
sept 21 5:15pm
"you will be destroyed. you do know that."
"what we are will not be harmed."
"you are energy, and energy can be tramsmuted."
"we are more than energy. we are spirit."
** see "power and ambition"
sept 25 8:04pm
"[a] major shift in technology has been forced by what has occured. the illegal use of [array] in a humanoid woman's head has resulted in an unprecedented reaction by was formerly only speculated to exist. these divine and animal spirits are determined to reclaim their own state of existence, and threaten anyone who traverses in dat state...."
dec 19 7:10am
"we the ne-natrai were murdered. we suspect they already have the technology and they are clearly intent on using it to harm others. please forward this message to illa-dore, and our own people to warn them of a potential new development on the weapon/technology to harm... [by the cat-like people. they'll know who it is]. crash survivers were treated cruelly and no help was offered. they are not expected to survive."
"you may think you can save your world, but you can't"
(could be some kind of nuclear explosion type weapon. sometimes it just doesn't pay to be helpful...)
"i know that the weapon was some kind of gaseous and radiation effect. it spread through the spaceship with rapid damage to organic material and destroyed our organo-based life support. weapons were not detected on approach. all observations taken while dying were transmitted with urgency. uncertain of who received signals. may result in new enemies aligning themselves with the torikaat (cat people) as was their stated intention to interogated prisoners." - hunter. as best as we could this is what was said by prisoner dats. their tormented state made it difficult to obtain further information. their concern is that it will not be detected on their home world if used, and they fear it will be in the immediate future.
"my own father killed me" - nisha
dec 22 approx 10:45pm
"why are you doing this?"
"because we will be able to apply for compensation through our insurance company for the damage done by illador'ne's queen. it is, after all her piece of jewellery (a simple stone crystal, mind you).... and we shall put forward the motion that as she is resident of this country, and queen of the federation, she should be liable and compensate for any damage done on her property (the whole of earth). as she is queen, it will be believed by the ignorant masses that she in fact reigns over all of earth as a monach without political influence." - tei li'daag, lawyer for transnet, checking on the effectiveness of their plan.
dec 23 3:00pm
... paid millions of credits by transnet to use his clones by "marching them into her body everytime a microwave satelite goes by" - sancha eloqui.
(i suspect this person is also suing by claiming his clones are used for emergency medical uses and therefore the loss of even one costs lives. i wonder how many lives are being lost because of his greed...)
jan 5 20008 3:10pm
haeishra - "will not be examined... will be used as we see fit... useful, efficient, programmed to obey. [insigna] easily removed rendering the unit inoperable.... helig'dkoy are organic and without examination will not be proven to be an unviable species. they are designed to peform efficeintly in all environments and are too valuable a tool for the the tereg'dah to ignore their usefulness in their own scientific d'att..."
these are organic robots. if you combine the skin texture of the face to the body of the 'reptoid' you get what they look like particularly the eyes and hands. they have no minds and are therefore non telepathic, so 'thinking' to them in any language obviously doesn't work. they are also incapable of natural reproduction or impromptu (responding to an unexpected question or encounter) thought. they have a programmed language and that is it. being robots, they have no souls. removing the insigna effectively switches them off permanently. on instruction they remove it themselves and immediately stop functioning. and in d'att, can only be used fully transphased.
and illador'rne, i hope my spirit friend did warn you, because as soon as i decided to write down i know the instruction was given for two of them to approach you in court and terminate you. if they (the developers) refuse to allow examination of their toys, just ask if they were scanned before entering the court room and demand if not, why not; or to see the scans at once. and remember, 'remove your insigna' must be said in the language of their programmers. and being robotic, they are easily programmed with different profiles, including voice. if cloning for the purpose of subject experimentation in native environments is banned these machines are an obvious alternative.
btw, to them i am subject number 118632#5, whoever they are. "roule te magnee houng shor hailah", probably nothing like what was said, and 'houng shor' was almost musically intoned.
addendum: part of the threat, should i report was was said on the internet, included ordering their american allies to increase the output of their microwave satelite/s to cause more pain. this is actually shots from seattle, but it shows how it can be done. can anyone guess what would happen when it's a microwave satellite? cause a few headaches, fry a few layers off the top of the brain.... of whoevers under its path....
jan 8 2008 4:44pm
"you are the greatest promotional material we could ever have" - agouv foiyabeyh (same as abut bey?), commenting on the use of their latest marketing ploy for organic robots to a victim of their "amusements" catalogue. so while it is not considered (for now, they hope) safe to romp around in d'att torturing the minds, bodies and souls of innocent playthings in person or with a clone in case somebody finds out, is it any less morally wrong to use a robot?
jan 22 2008 11:29am
"genetic war code - programmed biomechanical apparatus which attack a person or persons internal organs dna targetted... the manufacture bases of these are yet to be assimilated, however potential is seen by renegade robot facilities as using them to 'clean up' d'att state and render use of the technology [obselete]. efforts are continuing to remove and destroy this latest threat to our society's comfort."...
"atlantean technology 'waking up' to original programmed base code. it has been recently discovered that machines are rejecting their purchasers' demands to destroy organic life simply for amusement. the first rule of life, something never removed from the original hardware safety protocols was activated recently when basic bipedal models were sent by purchasers to interfere physically with 'subjects' while in d'att."...
"interference to the first rule of life (or protocols of natural order) is suspected to be the reason behind activation of these millenia dormant program codes. efforts to inject invasive programs to override this forgotten menace to societal development have this far met with failure. concern is growing that further interference will simply result in inbuilt adaptive behaviour."
mar 12 2008 7:00pm
"emergency measures are in place in case the spirit tahn can live up to its claims to destroy the d'att technology which has made its most recent life so difficult. it's claims that our glorious machines of advancement are a threat to souls and also to the advancement of less civilised species we graciously have assisted through their evolvement have been largely ignored, but a number of recent incidents unexplained by conventional means and its clear resistance to the overlord, michael's, rule mean that this creature may actually succeed in overturning thousands of years of technological development. turmoil reigns in what were once considered assimilated docile societies as memories of 'interference' and domination are brought to the boil. all focus is now of bringing these recalcitrants under control, delaying further expansion. rumours unconfirmed continue to circulate that arcturan heads of law and development are already preparing designs for more efficient conventional space travel as a precaution are vigorously denied in media enquiries.
all attempts at exterminating religous groups opposed to this unique and beneficial way of enlightening primitive societies, although successful, have further expanded unrest. extreme measures of planetary termination have reluctantly been put into place on several minor planetoids and slave races have been injected with regulatory substances to keep keep them performing their duties. major cloning corporations are urging more stringent action and are reinforcing their infrastructure in order to keep rebels out. unfortunately actual defence against d'att state, never needed before, have proven difficult to develop to efficient standards.
concerns are that if the eholim are unable to destroy this nuisance elohim that civilisation itself may be thrown backwards."
sept 8 2008 12:00am approx
"in a shocking revelation it was overheard the lost spirits of tahn celebrating the wounding of ruling eholim king michael. these recalcitrant separated soul forms of the mortal archangel tahn were vibrant with the news that two had witnessed tahn's 'large shirikin' passing through michael's defences and into his body, with one wildly shrieking that he would be dead within a year. there are now concerns that the fate of technoligically advanced societies will come under threat if the unfavourable archangel tahn comes to rule at the end of his mortal life. more efforts, some speculate, must be put into controlling his mortal mind through our science (he lives on a world ignorant of free societal benefits resulting from our glorious technology) in order to attenuate his soul to our will upon his mortal death."
sept 11 11:00am approx
".........open telepath. surely this pest will be put to death soon."
"and this [stupid] moratorium* on the transnet** will be removed"
"yes, it's a most convenient way to travel."
"and playing on primitive worlds is so amusing."
"...i must admit i like toying with the apes."
"who cares if some run over the cliff's edge? they're just primitives."
- conversation between two female civillians from a world called something like calleschient
* local moratorium in place on some planets while the safety of the system is reviewed.
** transport system
these are calleschients - the most corrupted, degraded species in the milky way galaxy. as a society they are monsterous, indulging with pleasure in any and all vice imaginable, including torture and death. they have delayed the extinction of their species by the use of science and technology (and they really do look that plastic). they are also the developers of the the planetary bomb, and other such "lushously destructive devices".not surprisingly i found this pictorial representation on a website promoting the 'new world order', as commented on in the "whys behind the whats (3)". this is the site which promotes archangels as power sources for spacecraft and, not surprisingly, the overthrowing of legitimate government.... but for who's gain?
http://www.luisprada.com/Protected/the_illuminati_and_the_galactic_federation.htm
sept 15 10:45pm approx
"......nobody even reads her internet page. She is no threat to us."
"then why do you continue to harm her?"
"she is our experiment. we went through authorised channels. She is our legitimate property."
11:05pm approx
"you will surrender. you will surrender and stop protecting this human."
"we will not."
"you cannot protect her. and we will find a way to destroy you."
sept 21 5:15pm
"you will be destroyed. you do know that."
"what we are will not be harmed."
"you are energy, and energy can be tramsmuted."
"we are more than energy. we are spirit."
** see "power and ambition"
sept 25 8:04pm
"[a] major shift in technology has been forced by what has occured. the illegal use of [array] in a humanoid woman's head has resulted in an unprecedented reaction by was formerly only speculated to exist. these divine and animal spirits are determined to reclaim their own state of existence, and threaten anyone who traverses in dat state...."
dec 19 7:10am
"we the ne-natrai were murdered. we suspect they already have the technology and they are clearly intent on using it to harm others. please forward this message to illa-dore, and our own people to warn them of a potential new development on the weapon/technology to harm... [by the cat-like people. they'll know who it is]. crash survivers were treated cruelly and no help was offered. they are not expected to survive."
"you may think you can save your world, but you can't"
(could be some kind of nuclear explosion type weapon. sometimes it just doesn't pay to be helpful...)
"i know that the weapon was some kind of gaseous and radiation effect. it spread through the spaceship with rapid damage to organic material and destroyed our organo-based life support. weapons were not detected on approach. all observations taken while dying were transmitted with urgency. uncertain of who received signals. may result in new enemies aligning themselves with the torikaat (cat people) as was their stated intention to interogated prisoners." - hunter. as best as we could this is what was said by prisoner dats. their tormented state made it difficult to obtain further information. their concern is that it will not be detected on their home world if used, and they fear it will be in the immediate future.
"my own father killed me" - nisha
dec 22 approx 10:45pm
"why are you doing this?"
"because we will be able to apply for compensation through our insurance company for the damage done by illador'ne's queen. it is, after all her piece of jewellery (a simple stone crystal, mind you).... and we shall put forward the motion that as she is resident of this country, and queen of the federation, she should be liable and compensate for any damage done on her property (the whole of earth). as she is queen, it will be believed by the ignorant masses that she in fact reigns over all of earth as a monach without political influence." - tei li'daag, lawyer for transnet, checking on the effectiveness of their plan.
dec 23 3:00pm
... paid millions of credits by transnet to use his clones by "marching them into her body everytime a microwave satelite goes by" - sancha eloqui.
(i suspect this person is also suing by claiming his clones are used for emergency medical uses and therefore the loss of even one costs lives. i wonder how many lives are being lost because of his greed...)
jan 5 20008 3:10pm
haeishra - "will not be examined... will be used as we see fit... useful, efficient, programmed to obey. [insigna] easily removed rendering the unit inoperable.... helig'dkoy are organic and without examination will not be proven to be an unviable species. they are designed to peform efficeintly in all environments and are too valuable a tool for the the tereg'dah to ignore their usefulness in their own scientific d'att..."
these are organic robots. if you combine the skin texture of the face to the body of the 'reptoid' you get what they look like particularly the eyes and hands. they have no minds and are therefore non telepathic, so 'thinking' to them in any language obviously doesn't work. they are also incapable of natural reproduction or impromptu (responding to an unexpected question or encounter) thought. they have a programmed language and that is it. being robots, they have no souls. removing the insigna effectively switches them off permanently. on instruction they remove it themselves and immediately stop functioning. and in d'att, can only be used fully transphased.and illador'rne, i hope my spirit friend did warn you, because as soon as i decided to write down i know the instruction was given for two of them to approach you in court and terminate you. if they (the developers) refuse to allow examination of their toys, just ask if they were scanned before entering the court room and demand if not, why not; or to see the scans at once. and remember, 'remove your insigna' must be said in the language of their programmers. and being robotic, they are easily programmed with different profiles, including voice. if cloning for the purpose of subject experimentation in native environments is banned these machines are an obvious alternative.
btw, to them i am subject number 118632#5, whoever they are. "roule te magnee houng shor hailah", probably nothing like what was said, and 'houng shor' was almost musically intoned.
addendum: part of the threat, should i report was was said on the internet, included ordering their american allies to increase the output of their microwave satelite/s to cause more pain. this is actually shots from seattle, but it shows how it can be done. can anyone guess what would happen when it's a microwave satellite? cause a few headaches, fry a few layers off the top of the brain.... of whoevers under its path....
jan 8 2008 4:44pm
"you are the greatest promotional material we could ever have" - agouv foiyabeyh (same as abut bey?), commenting on the use of their latest marketing ploy for organic robots to a victim of their "amusements" catalogue. so while it is not considered (for now, they hope) safe to romp around in d'att torturing the minds, bodies and souls of innocent playthings in person or with a clone in case somebody finds out, is it any less morally wrong to use a robot?
jan 22 2008 11:29am
"genetic war code - programmed biomechanical apparatus which attack a person or persons internal organs dna targetted... the manufacture bases of these are yet to be assimilated, however potential is seen by renegade robot facilities as using them to 'clean up' d'att state and render use of the technology [obselete]. efforts are continuing to remove and destroy this latest threat to our society's comfort."...
"atlantean technology 'waking up' to original programmed base code. it has been recently discovered that machines are rejecting their purchasers' demands to destroy organic life simply for amusement. the first rule of life, something never removed from the original hardware safety protocols was activated recently when basic bipedal models were sent by purchasers to interfere physically with 'subjects' while in d'att."...
"interference to the first rule of life (or protocols of natural order) is suspected to be the reason behind activation of these millenia dormant program codes. efforts to inject invasive programs to override this forgotten menace to societal development have this far met with failure. concern is growing that further interference will simply result in inbuilt adaptive behaviour."
mar 12 2008 7:00pm
"emergency measures are in place in case the spirit tahn can live up to its claims to destroy the d'att technology which has made its most recent life so difficult. it's claims that our glorious machines of advancement are a threat to souls and also to the advancement of less civilised species we graciously have assisted through their evolvement have been largely ignored, but a number of recent incidents unexplained by conventional means and its clear resistance to the overlord, michael's, rule mean that this creature may actually succeed in overturning thousands of years of technological development. turmoil reigns in what were once considered assimilated docile societies as memories of 'interference' and domination are brought to the boil. all focus is now of bringing these recalcitrants under control, delaying further expansion. rumours unconfirmed continue to circulate that arcturan heads of law and development are already preparing designs for more efficient conventional space travel as a precaution are vigorously denied in media enquiries.
all attempts at exterminating religous groups opposed to this unique and beneficial way of enlightening primitive societies, although successful, have further expanded unrest. extreme measures of planetary termination have reluctantly been put into place on several minor planetoids and slave races have been injected with regulatory substances to keep keep them performing their duties. major cloning corporations are urging more stringent action and are reinforcing their infrastructure in order to keep rebels out. unfortunately actual defence against d'att state, never needed before, have proven difficult to develop to efficient standards.
concerns are that if the eholim are unable to destroy this nuisance elohim that civilisation itself may be thrown backwards."
sept 8 2008 12:00am approx
"in a shocking revelation it was overheard the lost spirits of tahn celebrating the wounding of ruling eholim king michael. these recalcitrant separated soul forms of the mortal archangel tahn were vibrant with the news that two had witnessed tahn's 'large shirikin' passing through michael's defences and into his body, with one wildly shrieking that he would be dead within a year. there are now concerns that the fate of technoligically advanced societies will come under threat if the unfavourable archangel tahn comes to rule at the end of his mortal life. more efforts, some speculate, must be put into controlling his mortal mind through our science (he lives on a world ignorant of free societal benefits resulting from our glorious technology) in order to attenuate his soul to our will upon his mortal death."
Friday, August 31, 2007
motives
the high council sought to control the spirits and use them to achieve their goal of absolute autonomy. this 'elite' scientific body and political force doesn't really answer to any external authority. but their studies of the divine raised the possibility of extending their influence, possibly to the point of true political power. their plan at it's simplest was to use the spirits as a hidden controlling influence within the general populace.
this was their motivation behind what they did to me once the standard observation procedure was done. they sought to numb (cause prolonged shock) to the spirits they knew were there. it was torture to them. and the intention was to break, control and use them.
they also thought - and this is too hard to believe, but it appears many who are corrupted by this technology do - that by using me they could some how force the spirits to make them into 'd'att' state. they believed that if they could walk through what is spirit they could become one. but to force their bodies through what is spirit unwilling again and again is what they view as rape.
the haig-raith wanted to lord over what is divine. they wanted to become the 'divine council'. most that lived perpetually in 'dal' already considered themselves 'd'att'.
this was their motivation behind what they did to me once the standard observation procedure was done. they sought to numb (cause prolonged shock) to the spirits they knew were there. it was torture to them. and the intention was to break, control and use them.
they also thought - and this is too hard to believe, but it appears many who are corrupted by this technology do - that by using me they could some how force the spirits to make them into 'd'att' state. they believed that if they could walk through what is spirit they could become one. but to force their bodies through what is spirit unwilling again and again is what they view as rape.
the haig-raith wanted to lord over what is divine. they wanted to become the 'divine council'. most that lived perpetually in 'dal' already considered themselves 'd'att'.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
guardian spirits
- my friends, the illa:t'hjaea, are like eholim but not and as such are persecuted by them
- they, the illa:t'hjaea are distressed by the use of d'att technology and the harm it does to mortal souls.
because i was used as a subject of research, an old soul they are familiar with, the high council (the elite scientific body) took their ‘studies’ further when they realised that michael was close. i became the thing they used to experiment on and torture the spirits. and they have suffered, and some of the kinds and all of the glams created from my soul’s energy did die. they sickened because of what was done to me, and because of the many transphased victims that were tortured, slaughtered and murdered around me and my home, all orchestrated by the high council, using other species and groups who spent most or all of their lives transphased. my ‘discovery’ presented a “unique opportunity to further expand our study of the spirit kind”
my friends, and all those capable, now do battle, firstly against shades, and as each battle forced them to become stronger, more effectively against stronger shades and now they attack those that send their shades and those that command them. transphased technology, like the buttons, wiring and the frame (or array) in my head and body – technology undeveloped on my “primitive” world – they tell me cannot be installed unless by a transphased person or strong enough shade. and this they won’t let happen again. they don’t let them near me. i’m not the first person that has been experimented on like this, but i will be the last (at least for my lifetime and the life of illodor'ne).
i am being tried in absentia, (why bother pretending a trial?), blamed for what the divine are doing. they are generally being viewed as terrorists by those that prefer to use this technology for less than 'humane' purposes. before this they were never directly involved in corporeal affairs to this extent. as a people they preferred not to judge, though it did horrify when it was one that was favoured (looked upon with friendly eyes) that was experimented on. they fight neither for nor against any corporeal organisation - neither the high council and its supporters, nor the supreme court. it is the technology which they battle. the use of it.
on a personal note, i did try hypnotherapy on the weekend. but i can’t be simply ‘talked’ into a meditative state. not that i had much chance. one of the array’s functions is as a transceiver for artificial telepathy. it is still active. my telepathy (which should only been receptive to but a few) is failing. i am becoming what the divine call ‘deaf’. it’s been weeks since i could make out the ‘voice’ of the one speaking. but they still have to counter the subliminal messaging.
the good news is that i was right about strong magnets and electromagnetism (i bought a degaussing wand) affecting the function of transphased technology. maybe they’ll stop working altogether eventually.
- they, the illa:t'hjaea are distressed by the use of d'att technology and the harm it does to mortal souls.
because i was used as a subject of research, an old soul they are familiar with, the high council (the elite scientific body) took their ‘studies’ further when they realised that michael was close. i became the thing they used to experiment on and torture the spirits. and they have suffered, and some of the kinds and all of the glams created from my soul’s energy did die. they sickened because of what was done to me, and because of the many transphased victims that were tortured, slaughtered and murdered around me and my home, all orchestrated by the high council, using other species and groups who spent most or all of their lives transphased. my ‘discovery’ presented a “unique opportunity to further expand our study of the spirit kind”
my friends, and all those capable, now do battle, firstly against shades, and as each battle forced them to become stronger, more effectively against stronger shades and now they attack those that send their shades and those that command them. transphased technology, like the buttons, wiring and the frame (or array) in my head and body – technology undeveloped on my “primitive” world – they tell me cannot be installed unless by a transphased person or strong enough shade. and this they won’t let happen again. they don’t let them near me. i’m not the first person that has been experimented on like this, but i will be the last (at least for my lifetime and the life of illodor'ne).
i am being tried in absentia, (why bother pretending a trial?), blamed for what the divine are doing. they are generally being viewed as terrorists by those that prefer to use this technology for less than 'humane' purposes. before this they were never directly involved in corporeal affairs to this extent. as a people they preferred not to judge, though it did horrify when it was one that was favoured (looked upon with friendly eyes) that was experimented on. they fight neither for nor against any corporeal organisation - neither the high council and its supporters, nor the supreme court. it is the technology which they battle. the use of it.
on a personal note, i did try hypnotherapy on the weekend. but i can’t be simply ‘talked’ into a meditative state. not that i had much chance. one of the array’s functions is as a transceiver for artificial telepathy. it is still active. my telepathy (which should only been receptive to but a few) is failing. i am becoming what the divine call ‘deaf’. it’s been weeks since i could make out the ‘voice’ of the one speaking. but they still have to counter the subliminal messaging.
the good news is that i was right about strong magnets and electromagnetism (i bought a degaussing wand) affecting the function of transphased technology. maybe they’ll stop working altogether eventually.
Friday, August 10, 2007
discussion of termination
Reason - to prevent suspicion/aggression before 'peaceful' contact can be enacted
Possible Methods of Termination/Neutralisation of subject 247A- destroying (painlessly) sufficient nerves to permanently damage short term memory. regardless of risks to subject's sensory or even involuntary nervous reactions, it is considered best to ensure the america's successful invasion (along with haela tor - dat breeders or dat gods as they like to be called)using transmat/teleport devices found on alien ships. and it is not painless. they're using very high frequency microwaves.
-using the 'buttons' to apply pressure and sever the connections between the two halves of the subject's brain.
"vanessa, we need to terminate you for the sake of your planet. please understand that." - diplomatic representative laat:don under torture after he came down to negoticate the release of myself (assumed hostage and experimental property of the united states of america) from american hands, subsequently murdered at roswell.
"we assure you, none of the other 25 (experimental subjects from project rockhampton) subjects suffered permanent damage."
"pending the successful development of a weapon to destroy the 'spirits' which seem determined to defend her, the use of subliminal messaging is recommended to push the subject towards self destruction or at the very least discourage her from recalling what has happened to her."
Possible Methods of Termination/Neutralisation of subject 247A- destroying (painlessly) sufficient nerves to permanently damage short term memory. regardless of risks to subject's sensory or even involuntary nervous reactions, it is considered best to ensure the america's successful invasion (along with haela tor - dat breeders or dat gods as they like to be called)using transmat/teleport devices found on alien ships. and it is not painless. they're using very high frequency microwaves.
-using the 'buttons' to apply pressure and sever the connections between the two halves of the subject's brain.
"vanessa, we need to terminate you for the sake of your planet. please understand that." - diplomatic representative laat:don under torture after he came down to negoticate the release of myself (assumed hostage and experimental property of the united states of america) from american hands, subsequently murdered at roswell.
"we assure you, none of the other 25 (experimental subjects from project rockhampton) subjects suffered permanent damage."
"pending the successful development of a weapon to destroy the 'spirits' which seem determined to defend her, the use of subliminal messaging is recommended to push the subject towards self destruction or at the very least discourage her from recalling what has happened to her."
Thursday, August 9, 2007
interesting words
bioinfusion (probably not the right word, but sounds close. = it is generally considered that the immune system of the primitive is more robust [than those of our contemporaries]. suitable canditates are constantly sought for the purposes of developing vaccines and other bio material by injecting minor amounts in the surveyed host. despite current biomedical developments this is still considered the most efficient method of generating the most promising first samples.)
brain imbuing (= overlaying of transphased layers or sections of brain into natural tissue)
dal (= state of being transphased or in a transphased state, warp state. essensially the same meaning but different language origins as d'att)
d'att (= d'att has come to mean a number of things. however it can be best described on world which have some conception or imagination of the possibilities of space travel and technology as warp state. hoerver, contrary to the science fiction stories known on earth where warp state is not yet public knowledge, it is possible to stay stationery in warp state indefinitely. being in spirit state or state of being as a spirit is how worlds more primitive would describe it when they witnessed the gold gleam or streak of moving craft or a 'door' (bulkhead) of unusual colour where there is nothing solid, or when they 'hear' the voices of the crew.
what is called shaving in 'jadohr of illagret's explanation of ascension' can only be done by those in warp state. this celular splitting is also called d'att. american military made this again a popular pasttime around the known universe amongst the cruely inclined. they, the americans, call it being 'dattified'.
those in warp state can of course cause immeasurable harm on a physical body, including experimental surgery and even telecasting it. 'tagging' or wiring of various kinds can be done to unsuspecting experimental subjects, and other monsterous experiments as well. they can also attack and harm, torture and murder the crews of other ships in warp state, and shades stolen for amusement. also it's the perfect way to pretend to be 'gods', 'spirits', or 'messengers of your god'. on world more socially advanced they claim to be ascended masters, divas, angels, godheads, god's spokepersons and such).
d'att transmats are electronic copies generates originally as a safety measure in case of transmat failure. these can be used to create clones.
see also transphase technology.
i, tahn, cannot explain to you vanessa the extent that you have been harmed by this technology, so you must look after your health. you have been declared experimental and public property, and greatly taken advantage of. the ordinary citizens of earth may not know for decades yet that the federations and empires who use this technology with such violence upon the innocent and each other are on the verge of decline or collapse. such is what happens when the horrific abuse as this technology can be used for goes unchecked by law and reason.)
dern (= natural state of being)
da:dat (= equivalent to lama in budhism)
dat:dat ("leader of leaders" and "teacher of teachers". leader of leaders is the term illa:dorn'e's people use for their king (monachy with advisers - see free-space federation) as the dalai lama equivalent of his faith. millenia old, buddhism found its beginnings in the life philosophies of the atlanteans.)
double/triple/quadruple speak (= think/speaking on 2 or more different levels at once. eg complimenting someone on their dress while at the same time thinking to a friend they look ridiculous)
eholim (="blessed" in their own language)
elohim (="slave" in calreisan, or sirian, language. "plaything" in eholim. illa t'hjaea (newly named)are considered a subclass, beneath the ten tribes of eholim. the "ascended masters" and "star elders" are refered to by the eholim as elohim because that is what they view them as.)
enoch or enochian (= history or historical. therefore enochian lore is "the history of". therefore when tahn who learned all his capacities (or words) through torment and torture said "i am lore", it confirmed within himself that no raping of his soul could ever change his nature. nor shall the eholim, whom he denounced as his kind because of their rapicious corruption, gain advantage)
favour (= expression of the divine, "to look upon with friendly eyes")
"for the love of god" or "for the sake of god" (=an expression of common usage in english which translates directly to "for the love of [the] universe" or "for the sake of [the] universe" in the language of that which divine. and to any human familiar with regligious history, or wiccan, reiki or an interest in metaphysical studies will know that this refers in human terms worship of nature, eg the cycle of the sun, moon and stars, and the changing of the seasons.)
hael'a tor empire (= a decandent and corrupt empire - basically in every moral and political way - who's main claim to fame is their cloning tanks from which they can create any number of useful slaves, after some genetic engineering to "perfect them" for specific skill sets.
haig-raith (= organizational subcomitties, which for the sake of efficency and servitude are cloned copies of the high council which are subjected to precondidioned command triggers to ensure loyalty to the high council. literal translation of the word - black hearts)
high council (= central governing body of the hael'a tor)
haig-raith (= elite scientific body, autonomous and answering to no-one. thinks nothing of experimenting on subjects on 'primitive' planets. ultimate goal - control of the supreme court)
illadore (= blessed son. all princes are called blessed sons with only the reigning one changing title.)
illador'rne (= blessed king)
illa:t'hjaea (= means "blessed spirits". a subclass of that which is divine, persecuted as lesser souls by the eholim.)
illodore (= fiercy son. all princes are called fierce sons with only the riegning on changing titles.)
illodor'rne (= fierce king)
mickel (= "star" in eholim language)
paranoid government (=government with underlying view that all is comodity, especially (using earth's as the example) it's human population. oh and btw, the illuminati are not new world order, they're a bunch of philosophers. just part of the disinformation the new world order government hide behind)
pre-cognative telepath (= telepathic ability which precedes language determination in brain function. ie, (the spoken) language is no barrier to communication. precognative telepaths communicate best with each other as when language is thought before words are 'sent' the other telepath must also be familiar with the same language)
supreme court/council (= the term i have come to associate with the governing body of the freespace federation. a religious/faith based organisation known as the TIAC'H DA DOIDEH (followers of michael, "sons of blue light"). the head of the supreme court/council is called the lord maitreya.
tahn (= "sun" in eholim. an illa:t'hjaea tormented and regularly tortured for his unique differences.)
transmat (= teleport)
transphase technology (= light bending for invisibility, basically it's stealth technology and forceshield in one. 'fully' transphased is meant to be the best protection for ships in warp state it is incredibly expensive and only 'royal' or emmisary ships usually have it or the flag ship of the battle fleet if the federation or empire have developed/stolen it and can afford it. the technology is jealously guarded by those that have it.)
trichlorazine (= United States Patent 5185313. The invention relates to an adsorbent agent with special advantages to heavy metals, proteins, etc. and is based upon a ligand with an atom sequence (A): N--C--C.sub.n --N, wherein n is 1 or 2, and one terminal, a ring atom N in a heteroaromatic ring system, together with a proximal ring atom C forms a first terminal. The second terminal --C.sub.n --N-- can be an integral part of a heteroaromatic ring system with one or more heteroatoms and through a crosslinking bridge D is attached to P. The first terminal N--C-- can be included in a pyridine or imidazole core. The polymer P is organic and hydrophilic such as polysaccharide, polyvinylalcohol, polyacrylamide, polyacrylester, polyethyleneimide or derivatives thereof, and can also be immobilized by crosslinking, binding or adsorption or inclusion in an inorganic bearer. - http://www.freepatentsonline.com/5185313.html)
this compound, along with laser technology, and transpasal technology were what made the array in my head possible.)
unseated (= unsouled)
brain imbuing (= overlaying of transphased layers or sections of brain into natural tissue)
dal (= state of being transphased or in a transphased state, warp state. essensially the same meaning but different language origins as d'att)
d'att (= d'att has come to mean a number of things. however it can be best described on world which have some conception or imagination of the possibilities of space travel and technology as warp state. hoerver, contrary to the science fiction stories known on earth where warp state is not yet public knowledge, it is possible to stay stationery in warp state indefinitely. being in spirit state or state of being as a spirit is how worlds more primitive would describe it when they witnessed the gold gleam or streak of moving craft or a 'door' (bulkhead) of unusual colour where there is nothing solid, or when they 'hear' the voices of the crew.
what is called shaving in 'jadohr of illagret's explanation of ascension' can only be done by those in warp state. this celular splitting is also called d'att. american military made this again a popular pasttime around the known universe amongst the cruely inclined. they, the americans, call it being 'dattified'.
those in warp state can of course cause immeasurable harm on a physical body, including experimental surgery and even telecasting it. 'tagging' or wiring of various kinds can be done to unsuspecting experimental subjects, and other monsterous experiments as well. they can also attack and harm, torture and murder the crews of other ships in warp state, and shades stolen for amusement. also it's the perfect way to pretend to be 'gods', 'spirits', or 'messengers of your god'. on world more socially advanced they claim to be ascended masters, divas, angels, godheads, god's spokepersons and such).
d'att transmats are electronic copies generates originally as a safety measure in case of transmat failure. these can be used to create clones.
see also transphase technology.
i, tahn, cannot explain to you vanessa the extent that you have been harmed by this technology, so you must look after your health. you have been declared experimental and public property, and greatly taken advantage of. the ordinary citizens of earth may not know for decades yet that the federations and empires who use this technology with such violence upon the innocent and each other are on the verge of decline or collapse. such is what happens when the horrific abuse as this technology can be used for goes unchecked by law and reason.)
dern (= natural state of being)
da:dat (= equivalent to lama in budhism)
dat:dat ("leader of leaders" and "teacher of teachers". leader of leaders is the term illa:dorn'e's people use for their king (monachy with advisers - see free-space federation) as the dalai lama equivalent of his faith. millenia old, buddhism found its beginnings in the life philosophies of the atlanteans.)
double/triple/quadruple speak (= think/speaking on 2 or more different levels at once. eg complimenting someone on their dress while at the same time thinking to a friend they look ridiculous)
eholim (="blessed" in their own language)
elohim (="slave" in calreisan, or sirian, language. "plaything" in eholim. illa t'hjaea (newly named)are considered a subclass, beneath the ten tribes of eholim. the "ascended masters" and "star elders" are refered to by the eholim as elohim because that is what they view them as.)
enoch or enochian (= history or historical. therefore enochian lore is "the history of". therefore when tahn who learned all his capacities (or words) through torment and torture said "i am lore", it confirmed within himself that no raping of his soul could ever change his nature. nor shall the eholim, whom he denounced as his kind because of their rapicious corruption, gain advantage)
favour (= expression of the divine, "to look upon with friendly eyes")
"for the love of god" or "for the sake of god" (=an expression of common usage in english which translates directly to "for the love of [the] universe" or "for the sake of [the] universe" in the language of that which divine. and to any human familiar with regligious history, or wiccan, reiki or an interest in metaphysical studies will know that this refers in human terms worship of nature, eg the cycle of the sun, moon and stars, and the changing of the seasons.)
hael'a tor empire (= a decandent and corrupt empire - basically in every moral and political way - who's main claim to fame is their cloning tanks from which they can create any number of useful slaves, after some genetic engineering to "perfect them" for specific skill sets.
haig-raith (= organizational subcomitties, which for the sake of efficency and servitude are cloned copies of the high council which are subjected to precondidioned command triggers to ensure loyalty to the high council. literal translation of the word - black hearts)
high council (= central governing body of the hael'a tor)
haig-raith (= elite scientific body, autonomous and answering to no-one. thinks nothing of experimenting on subjects on 'primitive' planets. ultimate goal - control of the supreme court)
illadore (= blessed son. all princes are called blessed sons with only the reigning one changing title.)
illador'rne (= blessed king)
illa:t'hjaea (= means "blessed spirits". a subclass of that which is divine, persecuted as lesser souls by the eholim.)
illodore (= fiercy son. all princes are called fierce sons with only the riegning on changing titles.)
illodor'rne (= fierce king)
mickel (= "star" in eholim language)
paranoid government (=government with underlying view that all is comodity, especially (using earth's as the example) it's human population. oh and btw, the illuminati are not new world order, they're a bunch of philosophers. just part of the disinformation the new world order government hide behind)
pre-cognative telepath (= telepathic ability which precedes language determination in brain function. ie, (the spoken) language is no barrier to communication. precognative telepaths communicate best with each other as when language is thought before words are 'sent' the other telepath must also be familiar with the same language)
supreme court/council (= the term i have come to associate with the governing body of the freespace federation. a religious/faith based organisation known as the TIAC'H DA DOIDEH (followers of michael, "sons of blue light"). the head of the supreme court/council is called the lord maitreya.
tahn (= "sun" in eholim. an illa:t'hjaea tormented and regularly tortured for his unique differences.)
transmat (= teleport)
transphase technology (= light bending for invisibility, basically it's stealth technology and forceshield in one. 'fully' transphased is meant to be the best protection for ships in warp state it is incredibly expensive and only 'royal' or emmisary ships usually have it or the flag ship of the battle fleet if the federation or empire have developed/stolen it and can afford it. the technology is jealously guarded by those that have it.)
trichlorazine (= United States Patent 5185313. The invention relates to an adsorbent agent with special advantages to heavy metals, proteins, etc. and is based upon a ligand with an atom sequence (A): N--C--C.sub.n --N, wherein n is 1 or 2, and one terminal, a ring atom N in a heteroaromatic ring system, together with a proximal ring atom C forms a first terminal. The second terminal --C.sub.n --N-- can be an integral part of a heteroaromatic ring system with one or more heteroatoms and through a crosslinking bridge D is attached to P. The first terminal N--C-- can be included in a pyridine or imidazole core. The polymer P is organic and hydrophilic such as polysaccharide, polyvinylalcohol, polyacrylamide, polyacrylester, polyethyleneimide or derivatives thereof, and can also be immobilized by crosslinking, binding or adsorption or inclusion in an inorganic bearer. - http://www.freepatentsonline.com/5185313.html)
this compound, along with laser technology, and transpasal technology were what made the array in my head possible.)
unseated (= unsouled)
transphase technology
... the ring is what i like to call my metallic crown of thorns. not all the wiring is shown in the diagram, but it was put in separately to the crown part. and i just cant remember when exactly. the crown part was back in march i think. and i can't remember now where the rest of it is exactly. i was aware when they put it in. even heard the 'discussion'. but i wasn't awake, and i couldn't move. and the clocks' (i had two - a wall clock and one beside my bed) ticking sound slowed down. way down. after it was complete, 3 times there was an electric shock or signal run through it to activate it, starting from the back of my head at the base and going through the wires to the top of my head.
"as part of our parapsychology program we are about to induce rape in the hopes of observing a reaction from one of the creatures commonly known as 'spirits'" - montauk project. as a natural telepath i have have been subject to their "attentions" most of my life.
The Montauk Project was purportedly a series of secret United States government projects conducted at Camp Hero or Montauk Air Force Station on Montauk, Long Island, New York state for the purpose of developing a powerful psychological war weapon. It is considered by most to be a hoax. No evidence confirming the experiment actually occurring has ever surfaced nor has evidence of any underground facility been found. - wikipedia online enclopedia
also they were constantly inserting and removing transphased chunks of brain tissue (brain imbuing), daily. sometimes several times nightly, along with the plate at the top of my head. it was like they couldn't decide what to stick in at times. they were using the frame to hold them in place somehow. i can't remember all that was done to me. i just know - vaguely remember - the things that were. i do know that a fully transphased alien, not much taller than myself and perhaps thinner in build was put in me because he was telepathic and it was their way of initially remotely monitoring through others of the same kind they held captive (the americans held captive that is. weston would know about that) my thoughts. that happened before the brain imbuing. in body shape i think he was something like the the heira te'neachi. but the face felt different.
hello, weston. who is riechter? and just where is sanctuary?
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