the high council sought to control the spirits and use them to achieve their goal of absolute autonomy. this 'elite' scientific body and political force doesn't really answer to any external authority. but their studies of the divine raised the possibility of extending their influence, possibly to the point of true political power. their plan at it's simplest was to use the spirits as a hidden controlling influence within the general populace.
this was their motivation behind what they did to me once the standard observation procedure was done. they sought to numb (cause prolonged shock) to the spirits they knew were there. it was torture to them. and the intention was to break, control and use them.
they also thought - and this is too hard to believe, but it appears many who are corrupted by this technology do - that by using me they could some how force the spirits to make them into 'd'att' state. they believed that if they could walk through what is spirit they could become one. but to force their bodies through what is spirit unwilling again and again is what they view as rape.
the haig-raith wanted to lord over what is divine. they wanted to become the 'divine council'. most that lived perpetually in 'dal' already considered themselves 'd'att'.
Friday, August 31, 2007
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
effects suffered
i've been using the degaussing wand once a day since i bought it. i'm not sure, now, if it is helping any, but i have to do something. sometimes i think there must be human involvement. in the last week of july, black helecopters kept flying over my suburb. one hovered directly over the end of my street, and a light blue car drove slowly by while i was out in the front yard (i had been 'told' to wait to be picked up. i even had my backpack filled with a few things to take). the driver was tall, solidly built, clean shaven with short cropped blonde hair, wearing a grey suit and dark sunglasses. unfortunately my ex-boyfriend dropped by unexpectedly. i think that changed things. the driver looked straight at me, and drove on....
or maybe certain agencies were just doing a visual check on me....
sometimes i think everyone is experimenting on me. either directly or by observation. am i mad? no. but it's getting depressing. i'm 39 years old, and at times i don't think i have another year to live.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
guardian spirits
- my friends, the illa:t'hjaea, are like eholim but not and as such are persecuted by them
- they, the illa:t'hjaea are distressed by the use of d'att technology and the harm it does to mortal souls.
because i was used as a subject of research, an old soul they are familiar with, the high council (the elite scientific body) took their ‘studies’ further when they realised that michael was close. i became the thing they used to experiment on and torture the spirits. and they have suffered, and some of the kinds and all of the glams created from my soul’s energy did die. they sickened because of what was done to me, and because of the many transphased victims that were tortured, slaughtered and murdered around me and my home, all orchestrated by the high council, using other species and groups who spent most or all of their lives transphased. my ‘discovery’ presented a “unique opportunity to further expand our study of the spirit kind”
my friends, and all those capable, now do battle, firstly against shades, and as each battle forced them to become stronger, more effectively against stronger shades and now they attack those that send their shades and those that command them. transphased technology, like the buttons, wiring and the frame (or array) in my head and body – technology undeveloped on my “primitive” world – they tell me cannot be installed unless by a transphased person or strong enough shade. and this they won’t let happen again. they don’t let them near me. i’m not the first person that has been experimented on like this, but i will be the last (at least for my lifetime and the life of illodor'ne).
i am being tried in absentia, (why bother pretending a trial?), blamed for what the divine are doing. they are generally being viewed as terrorists by those that prefer to use this technology for less than 'humane' purposes. before this they were never directly involved in corporeal affairs to this extent. as a people they preferred not to judge, though it did horrify when it was one that was favoured (looked upon with friendly eyes) that was experimented on. they fight neither for nor against any corporeal organisation - neither the high council and its supporters, nor the supreme court. it is the technology which they battle. the use of it.
on a personal note, i did try hypnotherapy on the weekend. but i can’t be simply ‘talked’ into a meditative state. not that i had much chance. one of the array’s functions is as a transceiver for artificial telepathy. it is still active. my telepathy (which should only been receptive to but a few) is failing. i am becoming what the divine call ‘deaf’. it’s been weeks since i could make out the ‘voice’ of the one speaking. but they still have to counter the subliminal messaging.
the good news is that i was right about strong magnets and electromagnetism (i bought a degaussing wand) affecting the function of transphased technology. maybe they’ll stop working altogether eventually.
- they, the illa:t'hjaea are distressed by the use of d'att technology and the harm it does to mortal souls.
because i was used as a subject of research, an old soul they are familiar with, the high council (the elite scientific body) took their ‘studies’ further when they realised that michael was close. i became the thing they used to experiment on and torture the spirits. and they have suffered, and some of the kinds and all of the glams created from my soul’s energy did die. they sickened because of what was done to me, and because of the many transphased victims that were tortured, slaughtered and murdered around me and my home, all orchestrated by the high council, using other species and groups who spent most or all of their lives transphased. my ‘discovery’ presented a “unique opportunity to further expand our study of the spirit kind”
my friends, and all those capable, now do battle, firstly against shades, and as each battle forced them to become stronger, more effectively against stronger shades and now they attack those that send their shades and those that command them. transphased technology, like the buttons, wiring and the frame (or array) in my head and body – technology undeveloped on my “primitive” world – they tell me cannot be installed unless by a transphased person or strong enough shade. and this they won’t let happen again. they don’t let them near me. i’m not the first person that has been experimented on like this, but i will be the last (at least for my lifetime and the life of illodor'ne).
i am being tried in absentia, (why bother pretending a trial?), blamed for what the divine are doing. they are generally being viewed as terrorists by those that prefer to use this technology for less than 'humane' purposes. before this they were never directly involved in corporeal affairs to this extent. as a people they preferred not to judge, though it did horrify when it was one that was favoured (looked upon with friendly eyes) that was experimented on. they fight neither for nor against any corporeal organisation - neither the high council and its supporters, nor the supreme court. it is the technology which they battle. the use of it.
on a personal note, i did try hypnotherapy on the weekend. but i can’t be simply ‘talked’ into a meditative state. not that i had much chance. one of the array’s functions is as a transceiver for artificial telepathy. it is still active. my telepathy (which should only been receptive to but a few) is failing. i am becoming what the divine call ‘deaf’. it’s been weeks since i could make out the ‘voice’ of the one speaking. but they still have to counter the subliminal messaging.
the good news is that i was right about strong magnets and electromagnetism (i bought a degaussing wand) affecting the function of transphased technology. maybe they’ll stop working altogether eventually.
Friday, August 10, 2007
discussion of termination
Reason - to prevent suspicion/aggression before 'peaceful' contact can be enacted
Possible Methods of Termination/Neutralisation of subject 247A- destroying (painlessly) sufficient nerves to permanently damage short term memory. regardless of risks to subject's sensory or even involuntary nervous reactions, it is considered best to ensure the america's successful invasion (along with haela tor - dat breeders or dat gods as they like to be called)using transmat/teleport devices found on alien ships. and it is not painless. they're using very high frequency microwaves.
-using the 'buttons' to apply pressure and sever the connections between the two halves of the subject's brain.
"vanessa, we need to terminate you for the sake of your planet. please understand that." - diplomatic representative laat:don under torture after he came down to negoticate the release of myself (assumed hostage and experimental property of the united states of america) from american hands, subsequently murdered at roswell.
"we assure you, none of the other 25 (experimental subjects from project rockhampton) subjects suffered permanent damage."
"pending the successful development of a weapon to destroy the 'spirits' which seem determined to defend her, the use of subliminal messaging is recommended to push the subject towards self destruction or at the very least discourage her from recalling what has happened to her."
Possible Methods of Termination/Neutralisation of subject 247A- destroying (painlessly) sufficient nerves to permanently damage short term memory. regardless of risks to subject's sensory or even involuntary nervous reactions, it is considered best to ensure the america's successful invasion (along with haela tor - dat breeders or dat gods as they like to be called)using transmat/teleport devices found on alien ships. and it is not painless. they're using very high frequency microwaves.
-using the 'buttons' to apply pressure and sever the connections between the two halves of the subject's brain.
"vanessa, we need to terminate you for the sake of your planet. please understand that." - diplomatic representative laat:don under torture after he came down to negoticate the release of myself (assumed hostage and experimental property of the united states of america) from american hands, subsequently murdered at roswell.
"we assure you, none of the other 25 (experimental subjects from project rockhampton) subjects suffered permanent damage."
"pending the successful development of a weapon to destroy the 'spirits' which seem determined to defend her, the use of subliminal messaging is recommended to push the subject towards self destruction or at the very least discourage her from recalling what has happened to her."
Thursday, August 9, 2007
likely victims
transphase technology is used to conduct 'experiments' on 'subjects of interest' on 'primitive' planets, ie planets which have limited manned space travel capacity and limited or no ability to transmit a distress signal even if the subject is identified by the authorities. because such technology is unknown on the subject's native planet it is of little concern that it might be discovered as past subjects simply don't understand what is occuring and cannot rationalize what they are experiencing. this means the subject is unlikely to even reach to known associates for help, let alone any authoritative bodies. particular favourites are those detected to have telepathic ability. these subjects are approached while asleep, at night, made pliant and installed with relevent 'observational' instrumentation.
this experimentation is justified as field study on 'primitives'. their lower evolutionary status ensures disinterest in their survival, should anything unfortunate occur. all study subjects are officially sanctioned through the relevent chanels.
this experimentation is justified as field study on 'primitives'. their lower evolutionary status ensures disinterest in their survival, should anything unfortunate occur. all study subjects are officially sanctioned through the relevent chanels.
interesting words
bioinfusion (probably not the right word, but sounds close. = it is generally considered that the immune system of the primitive is more robust [than those of our contemporaries]. suitable canditates are constantly sought for the purposes of developing vaccines and other bio material by injecting minor amounts in the surveyed host. despite current biomedical developments this is still considered the most efficient method of generating the most promising first samples.)
brain imbuing (= overlaying of transphased layers or sections of brain into natural tissue)
dal (= state of being transphased or in a transphased state, warp state. essensially the same meaning but different language origins as d'att)
d'att (= d'att has come to mean a number of things. however it can be best described on world which have some conception or imagination of the possibilities of space travel and technology as warp state. hoerver, contrary to the science fiction stories known on earth where warp state is not yet public knowledge, it is possible to stay stationery in warp state indefinitely. being in spirit state or state of being as a spirit is how worlds more primitive would describe it when they witnessed the gold gleam or streak of moving craft or a 'door' (bulkhead) of unusual colour where there is nothing solid, or when they 'hear' the voices of the crew.
what is called shaving in 'jadohr of illagret's explanation of ascension' can only be done by those in warp state. this celular splitting is also called d'att. american military made this again a popular pasttime around the known universe amongst the cruely inclined. they, the americans, call it being 'dattified'.
those in warp state can of course cause immeasurable harm on a physical body, including experimental surgery and even telecasting it. 'tagging' or wiring of various kinds can be done to unsuspecting experimental subjects, and other monsterous experiments as well. they can also attack and harm, torture and murder the crews of other ships in warp state, and shades stolen for amusement. also it's the perfect way to pretend to be 'gods', 'spirits', or 'messengers of your god'. on world more socially advanced they claim to be ascended masters, divas, angels, godheads, god's spokepersons and such).
d'att transmats are electronic copies generates originally as a safety measure in case of transmat failure. these can be used to create clones.
see also transphase technology.
i, tahn, cannot explain to you vanessa the extent that you have been harmed by this technology, so you must look after your health. you have been declared experimental and public property, and greatly taken advantage of. the ordinary citizens of earth may not know for decades yet that the federations and empires who use this technology with such violence upon the innocent and each other are on the verge of decline or collapse. such is what happens when the horrific abuse as this technology can be used for goes unchecked by law and reason.)
dern (= natural state of being)
da:dat (= equivalent to lama in budhism)
dat:dat ("leader of leaders" and "teacher of teachers". leader of leaders is the term illa:dorn'e's people use for their king (monachy with advisers - see free-space federation) as the dalai lama equivalent of his faith. millenia old, buddhism found its beginnings in the life philosophies of the atlanteans.)
double/triple/quadruple speak (= think/speaking on 2 or more different levels at once. eg complimenting someone on their dress while at the same time thinking to a friend they look ridiculous)
eholim (="blessed" in their own language)
elohim (="slave" in calreisan, or sirian, language. "plaything" in eholim. illa t'hjaea (newly named)are considered a subclass, beneath the ten tribes of eholim. the "ascended masters" and "star elders" are refered to by the eholim as elohim because that is what they view them as.)
enoch or enochian (= history or historical. therefore enochian lore is "the history of". therefore when tahn who learned all his capacities (or words) through torment and torture said "i am lore", it confirmed within himself that no raping of his soul could ever change his nature. nor shall the eholim, whom he denounced as his kind because of their rapicious corruption, gain advantage)
favour (= expression of the divine, "to look upon with friendly eyes")
"for the love of god" or "for the sake of god" (=an expression of common usage in english which translates directly to "for the love of [the] universe" or "for the sake of [the] universe" in the language of that which divine. and to any human familiar with regligious history, or wiccan, reiki or an interest in metaphysical studies will know that this refers in human terms worship of nature, eg the cycle of the sun, moon and stars, and the changing of the seasons.)
hael'a tor empire (= a decandent and corrupt empire - basically in every moral and political way - who's main claim to fame is their cloning tanks from which they can create any number of useful slaves, after some genetic engineering to "perfect them" for specific skill sets.
haig-raith (= organizational subcomitties, which for the sake of efficency and servitude are cloned copies of the high council which are subjected to precondidioned command triggers to ensure loyalty to the high council. literal translation of the word - black hearts)
high council (= central governing body of the hael'a tor)
haig-raith (= elite scientific body, autonomous and answering to no-one. thinks nothing of experimenting on subjects on 'primitive' planets. ultimate goal - control of the supreme court)
illadore (= blessed son. all princes are called blessed sons with only the reigning one changing title.)
illador'rne (= blessed king)
illa:t'hjaea (= means "blessed spirits". a subclass of that which is divine, persecuted as lesser souls by the eholim.)
illodore (= fiercy son. all princes are called fierce sons with only the riegning on changing titles.)
illodor'rne (= fierce king)
mickel (= "star" in eholim language)
paranoid government (=government with underlying view that all is comodity, especially (using earth's as the example) it's human population. oh and btw, the illuminati are not new world order, they're a bunch of philosophers. just part of the disinformation the new world order government hide behind)
pre-cognative telepath (= telepathic ability which precedes language determination in brain function. ie, (the spoken) language is no barrier to communication. precognative telepaths communicate best with each other as when language is thought before words are 'sent' the other telepath must also be familiar with the same language)
supreme court/council (= the term i have come to associate with the governing body of the freespace federation. a religious/faith based organisation known as the TIAC'H DA DOIDEH (followers of michael, "sons of blue light"). the head of the supreme court/council is called the lord maitreya.
tahn (= "sun" in eholim. an illa:t'hjaea tormented and regularly tortured for his unique differences.)
transmat (= teleport)
transphase technology (= light bending for invisibility, basically it's stealth technology and forceshield in one. 'fully' transphased is meant to be the best protection for ships in warp state it is incredibly expensive and only 'royal' or emmisary ships usually have it or the flag ship of the battle fleet if the federation or empire have developed/stolen it and can afford it. the technology is jealously guarded by those that have it.)
trichlorazine (= United States Patent 5185313. The invention relates to an adsorbent agent with special advantages to heavy metals, proteins, etc. and is based upon a ligand with an atom sequence (A): N--C--C.sub.n --N, wherein n is 1 or 2, and one terminal, a ring atom N in a heteroaromatic ring system, together with a proximal ring atom C forms a first terminal. The second terminal --C.sub.n --N-- can be an integral part of a heteroaromatic ring system with one or more heteroatoms and through a crosslinking bridge D is attached to P. The first terminal N--C-- can be included in a pyridine or imidazole core. The polymer P is organic and hydrophilic such as polysaccharide, polyvinylalcohol, polyacrylamide, polyacrylester, polyethyleneimide or derivatives thereof, and can also be immobilized by crosslinking, binding or adsorption or inclusion in an inorganic bearer. - http://www.freepatentsonline.com/5185313.html)
this compound, along with laser technology, and transpasal technology were what made the array in my head possible.)
unseated (= unsouled)
brain imbuing (= overlaying of transphased layers or sections of brain into natural tissue)
dal (= state of being transphased or in a transphased state, warp state. essensially the same meaning but different language origins as d'att)
d'att (= d'att has come to mean a number of things. however it can be best described on world which have some conception or imagination of the possibilities of space travel and technology as warp state. hoerver, contrary to the science fiction stories known on earth where warp state is not yet public knowledge, it is possible to stay stationery in warp state indefinitely. being in spirit state or state of being as a spirit is how worlds more primitive would describe it when they witnessed the gold gleam or streak of moving craft or a 'door' (bulkhead) of unusual colour where there is nothing solid, or when they 'hear' the voices of the crew.
what is called shaving in 'jadohr of illagret's explanation of ascension' can only be done by those in warp state. this celular splitting is also called d'att. american military made this again a popular pasttime around the known universe amongst the cruely inclined. they, the americans, call it being 'dattified'.
those in warp state can of course cause immeasurable harm on a physical body, including experimental surgery and even telecasting it. 'tagging' or wiring of various kinds can be done to unsuspecting experimental subjects, and other monsterous experiments as well. they can also attack and harm, torture and murder the crews of other ships in warp state, and shades stolen for amusement. also it's the perfect way to pretend to be 'gods', 'spirits', or 'messengers of your god'. on world more socially advanced they claim to be ascended masters, divas, angels, godheads, god's spokepersons and such).
d'att transmats are electronic copies generates originally as a safety measure in case of transmat failure. these can be used to create clones.
see also transphase technology.
i, tahn, cannot explain to you vanessa the extent that you have been harmed by this technology, so you must look after your health. you have been declared experimental and public property, and greatly taken advantage of. the ordinary citizens of earth may not know for decades yet that the federations and empires who use this technology with such violence upon the innocent and each other are on the verge of decline or collapse. such is what happens when the horrific abuse as this technology can be used for goes unchecked by law and reason.)
dern (= natural state of being)
da:dat (= equivalent to lama in budhism)
dat:dat ("leader of leaders" and "teacher of teachers". leader of leaders is the term illa:dorn'e's people use for their king (monachy with advisers - see free-space federation) as the dalai lama equivalent of his faith. millenia old, buddhism found its beginnings in the life philosophies of the atlanteans.)
double/triple/quadruple speak (= think/speaking on 2 or more different levels at once. eg complimenting someone on their dress while at the same time thinking to a friend they look ridiculous)
eholim (="blessed" in their own language)
elohim (="slave" in calreisan, or sirian, language. "plaything" in eholim. illa t'hjaea (newly named)are considered a subclass, beneath the ten tribes of eholim. the "ascended masters" and "star elders" are refered to by the eholim as elohim because that is what they view them as.)
enoch or enochian (= history or historical. therefore enochian lore is "the history of". therefore when tahn who learned all his capacities (or words) through torment and torture said "i am lore", it confirmed within himself that no raping of his soul could ever change his nature. nor shall the eholim, whom he denounced as his kind because of their rapicious corruption, gain advantage)
favour (= expression of the divine, "to look upon with friendly eyes")
"for the love of god" or "for the sake of god" (=an expression of common usage in english which translates directly to "for the love of [the] universe" or "for the sake of [the] universe" in the language of that which divine. and to any human familiar with regligious history, or wiccan, reiki or an interest in metaphysical studies will know that this refers in human terms worship of nature, eg the cycle of the sun, moon and stars, and the changing of the seasons.)
hael'a tor empire (= a decandent and corrupt empire - basically in every moral and political way - who's main claim to fame is their cloning tanks from which they can create any number of useful slaves, after some genetic engineering to "perfect them" for specific skill sets.
haig-raith (= organizational subcomitties, which for the sake of efficency and servitude are cloned copies of the high council which are subjected to precondidioned command triggers to ensure loyalty to the high council. literal translation of the word - black hearts)
high council (= central governing body of the hael'a tor)
haig-raith (= elite scientific body, autonomous and answering to no-one. thinks nothing of experimenting on subjects on 'primitive' planets. ultimate goal - control of the supreme court)
illadore (= blessed son. all princes are called blessed sons with only the reigning one changing title.)
illador'rne (= blessed king)
illa:t'hjaea (= means "blessed spirits". a subclass of that which is divine, persecuted as lesser souls by the eholim.)
illodore (= fiercy son. all princes are called fierce sons with only the riegning on changing titles.)
illodor'rne (= fierce king)
mickel (= "star" in eholim language)
paranoid government (=government with underlying view that all is comodity, especially (using earth's as the example) it's human population. oh and btw, the illuminati are not new world order, they're a bunch of philosophers. just part of the disinformation the new world order government hide behind)
pre-cognative telepath (= telepathic ability which precedes language determination in brain function. ie, (the spoken) language is no barrier to communication. precognative telepaths communicate best with each other as when language is thought before words are 'sent' the other telepath must also be familiar with the same language)
supreme court/council (= the term i have come to associate with the governing body of the freespace federation. a religious/faith based organisation known as the TIAC'H DA DOIDEH (followers of michael, "sons of blue light"). the head of the supreme court/council is called the lord maitreya.
tahn (= "sun" in eholim. an illa:t'hjaea tormented and regularly tortured for his unique differences.)
transmat (= teleport)
transphase technology (= light bending for invisibility, basically it's stealth technology and forceshield in one. 'fully' transphased is meant to be the best protection for ships in warp state it is incredibly expensive and only 'royal' or emmisary ships usually have it or the flag ship of the battle fleet if the federation or empire have developed/stolen it and can afford it. the technology is jealously guarded by those that have it.)
trichlorazine (= United States Patent 5185313. The invention relates to an adsorbent agent with special advantages to heavy metals, proteins, etc. and is based upon a ligand with an atom sequence (A): N--C--C.sub.n --N, wherein n is 1 or 2, and one terminal, a ring atom N in a heteroaromatic ring system, together with a proximal ring atom C forms a first terminal. The second terminal --C.sub.n --N-- can be an integral part of a heteroaromatic ring system with one or more heteroatoms and through a crosslinking bridge D is attached to P. The first terminal N--C-- can be included in a pyridine or imidazole core. The polymer P is organic and hydrophilic such as polysaccharide, polyvinylalcohol, polyacrylamide, polyacrylester, polyethyleneimide or derivatives thereof, and can also be immobilized by crosslinking, binding or adsorption or inclusion in an inorganic bearer. - http://www.freepatentsonline.com/5185313.html)
this compound, along with laser technology, and transpasal technology were what made the array in my head possible.)
unseated (= unsouled)
transphase technology
... the ring is what i like to call my metallic crown of thorns. not all the wiring is shown in the diagram, but it was put in separately to the crown part. and i just cant remember when exactly. the crown part was back in march i think. and i can't remember now where the rest of it is exactly. i was aware when they put it in. even heard the 'discussion'. but i wasn't awake, and i couldn't move. and the clocks' (i had two - a wall clock and one beside my bed) ticking sound slowed down. way down. after it was complete, 3 times there was an electric shock or signal run through it to activate it, starting from the back of my head at the base and going through the wires to the top of my head.
"as part of our parapsychology program we are about to induce rape in the hopes of observing a reaction from one of the creatures commonly known as 'spirits'" - montauk project. as a natural telepath i have have been subject to their "attentions" most of my life.
The Montauk Project was purportedly a series of secret United States government projects conducted at Camp Hero or Montauk Air Force Station on Montauk, Long Island, New York state for the purpose of developing a powerful psychological war weapon. It is considered by most to be a hoax. No evidence confirming the experiment actually occurring has ever surfaced nor has evidence of any underground facility been found. - wikipedia online enclopedia
also they were constantly inserting and removing transphased chunks of brain tissue (brain imbuing), daily. sometimes several times nightly, along with the plate at the top of my head. it was like they couldn't decide what to stick in at times. they were using the frame to hold them in place somehow. i can't remember all that was done to me. i just know - vaguely remember - the things that were. i do know that a fully transphased alien, not much taller than myself and perhaps thinner in build was put in me because he was telepathic and it was their way of initially remotely monitoring through others of the same kind they held captive (the americans held captive that is. weston would know about that) my thoughts. that happened before the brain imbuing. in body shape i think he was something like the the heira te'neachi. but the face felt different.
hello, weston. who is riechter? and just where is sanctuary?
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