Sunday, September 30, 2007

living in a fish bowl

sept 29 2007 6.05pm

with this array (the crown of thorns) in my head i have no privacy, no private thoughts. and all speech and sound goes through the circuitry wired into my ears. it is a transmitting device, a universally used multi-way, infinite frequency and installed illegally with legal authorisation. not mine of course, i didn't get a say. i'm a 'primitive'. my wellbeing is nobody's interest and my life a constant source of amusement. they were even going to put a secondary array in my chest before things got too far out of their control. but that was for another reason.

i 'live' in a fish bowl. anyone can listen in. anyone can comment, mock or taunt. or lie. and they do a lot of that. everyone is gauping at me. everyone is pointing and poking faces at the little fish stuck in its tiny bowl that can't see out and can't escape.

there was never any intention to retrieve me. nobody was going to pick me up. i'm stuck in my bowl. i already knew that. but you hope. you hope it will end even when you know it's stupid to. you pretend its not happening. you ignore it. but you know you're fooling yourself. the fish is stuck in its bowl, exposed to a cruel, lying, prying universe.

there was never any intention to retrieve me. nobody is going to pick me up. self interest rules.



oh, and theres three or four pairs of buttons (smaller, for vibration only. i never remembered all the buttons in my body accurately. besides how do i put that in a diagram?) lining my labia. they - somebody - likes to play with them. they get activated a lot when i'm on the toilet.

playing with my head

sept 29 2007 6:04pm

sirians, talaxians, alecians, humans

Friday, September 21, 2007

power and ambition

sept 21 5:15pm
"you will be destroyed. you do know that."
"what we are will not be harmed."
"you are energy, and energy can be tramsmuted."
"we are more than energy. we are spirit."

the same website and organiztion mentioned in "the why's behind the whats" (that earth should have a single global puppet government with the strings being pulled from off-world) also espoused that within 10yrs (or by 2014) space ships would be built that will be powered by "a strong field of super energy".....

.....and goes on to say "Of course super energy is also the key to understanding Archangelic energy. Each Archangel has a trillion units of power (or angels) in super energy."

apparently the blessed spirits loved by so many on our world are viewed as nothing more than a power source by the haig-raith, and their earth-bound allies. they claim that they are the 'new age movement', yet i wonder how many that claim to have an interest in the metaphysical and 'lightwork' would like to see the archangel michael turned into a car battery.

http://www.luisprada.com/Protected/the_illuminati_and_the_galactic_federation.htm

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

playing god

with transphase technology widespread cultural interference is possible and, sadly, is happening. fully transphased, or even thick enough 'shades', can be physically sensed, their words can be 'heard'. they can and do impersonate gods and messengers of gods on worlds when it suits their purpose. purposes such as creating turmoil, civil and religious unrest, and preparing to present themselves as benevolent and/or messiahs in new god religions which would create willing slave cultures on planets where the dominant society is considered backward, still worshiping the elements as gods (or an earlier stage of socio-cultural development).

or to set the stage for 'friendly', god and angelic endorsed contact, which would necessitate the acceptance of a few changes in how the earth is run.

Monday, September 17, 2007

the whys behind the whats (3)

i came across a website which claimed that the thirteen most wealthiest families effectively ruled the world (broadly called the illuminati. conspiracy theorists love them), and that they had reptillian dna; oh and that capitalism was 'evil'. there was even a claim that the archangel michael leads the galactic federation in a war against the reptoid alliance. this website went up in 2004.

ultimately i have to warn that what better way to pretend friendship and promote trust than to blend their propoganda with what is known to strike a sympathetic cord with so many people. how many believe in angels, and how wonderful does it sound that possibly the most famous archangel (on earth) is leading the forces of 'good'? how many want to believe that everyone could live in peace and harmony, and without want? how many already blame capitalism for just about everything 'wrong' in the world? (isn't there already a general perception of the cold-blooded capitalist? lends itself rather nicely to the subject of reptillian dna) that earth could be turned into some kind of utopia? beware of someone who promises the universe, so long as you live and are ruled as they see fit - no longer having a say in how your life is lived, what you may count as your own possessions or in how you are governed.




this same website and the people behind it claim that atlantis was a place of attrocities, of evil warlords. it wasn't. it was a place of knowledge. not as in schools, but knowledge of the universe. to feel and understand the force of life. and that universal knowledge was free to any who chose the path of learning. it was a place of unparalelled peacefulness. how could you not feel life itself and not feel content? it was a place to learn to interact with the divine. to walk with them by what is now called astral travel. 'little deaths' is what the spirits called it.

knowledge is power, they say, though this power was not something to be bartered to advantage. it was given. it was learned. however, there came a day when evil came to that place, and the many others like it, univited in the form of a surprise invasion by a race that thought that power could be taken and controlled. perhaps they even thought that the 'energy' of the universe, and the energy of that which is divine, could be tapped into as a power source. i don't know.

so ended the peace that was atlantis.

Saturday, September 15, 2007

artificial telepathy is real

it is already developed here on earth, though not to the extend of what is 'alien' of course - nothing like the array they stuck in my head (and metalic crown of thorns is an apt description).

http://www.woodynorris.com/Articles/NewYorkTimesMagazine.htm

Woody Norris demonstrated his invention to the public for New York Times reporter Marshall Sella in San Diego and the article published in the March 23 Issue of 2003. he used prerecorded sounds such as waterfall and a snippet of Handel concerto for his live demonstration. but what's to stop a microphone being attached instead, allowing the live transission of voice that only the beamed recipient will hear in their heads? the hearing of a 'voice' directly within somebody's head. to the reciever this is artificial telepathy.

i know full well that the array transmits and receives signals. and as it is transphased, anyone could have one put in their head and not know it. there are implications here - world leaders, other influencial figures. that is why i emailed mindjustice.org.

dec 21 2007
unfortunately it's likely that the "world leaders" already know, and know very well its military applications...

what the haig-raith are capable of

kidnapping a woman taking her in one of their smaller (5 crew) vessels into transphase, while she is transphased and still very much alive cutting her into 3cm cubes and 'raining' them down on me.

this happened. and she is dead. the name i have is ella-t'shea. it might have been her's, or it might have been where she was from.

they cared nothing for her. she was simply grabbed for the purpose, which was to shock the spirits, and 'destabalise' myself.

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

the whys behind the whats (2)

i'm not feeling great tonight so i will start this now. brief and to the point. because i was mentally brushed by a plan of 'friendly invasion'. and it links with the growing interest in 'new world order' (manipulated by them), also their use of the end of the so-called mayan calendar in 2012. basically we're all being fed a bunch of ascention rubbish which will come back to bite us in the ass when the less-than-friendly aliens nicely ask us if we would like to join them. the mayan pyramids, btw, weren't even built by the mayans. they are celestial calendars built by the olmecs, and their very broad base as compared to their height is because the faces where built around so they still 'pointed' to the relative stars. you dont need more than a high school education to know that, relative to us, the position of the stars do slowly change. hence the extended base line as the clocks were 'turned'.

its disturbing and should sound very clear warning bells that over the decades, and particularly over the past years, all the popular 'causes' are merging into one, with one enemy to overcome.

it used to be capitalism was just blamed for poverty. then wars. now it's getting the blame for keeping evil powers in government, not just in the sense democratically organised governments are faceless and limiting the general population's awareness of and attainment of ascention, but that they have alien dna, and alien support (bad guy aliens of course, which means that the supreme court (useless as it is, it is still the official organisation.)) is also evil, the enemy, and to be 'replaced'. so now you have a world which is psychologically ripe for the taking and another, once indoctrinated and bedazzled with new technology, and blaise about how it's been used on our own people, support mechanism for the haig-raith.

how will the people of earth become a support mechanism? because like most introduced in this way we will either be indifferent to the suffering of future 'primitive subjects/worlds', or find it amusing, entertaining or actively participate. basically it will be another representative planet which doesnt really care what the haig-raith do and their autonomy will continue, as will their take-over of the supreme court and control of the federation.

the whys behind the whats (1)

this will be vague and largely out of order in some places. i will try to keep it organised. i edit my older posts to include thoughts and information relevent to the subject header. and will continue to do so.

the faking of past lives

firstly, why me is already covered in 'likely victims'. but there is one tactic to 'encourage' co-operation which failed with me - suggesting that i had lived previous (fabricated) lives that they knew of. i'm just not interested in that sort of stuff, and all this has just about killed my general interest in the metaphysical. some of the lives said to be in my ley line were jesus christ (or mary, or being told that mary was supposed to be in my ley line but jesus decided to 'take her place' because of the suffering i was destined to have), lady godiva, joan of arc, soloman and cederic, friend and knight of arthur, also arthur himself originally, even his wife. things got out of hand as more races became involved. but i suspect this is a typical alien tactic to engender a sympathetic relationship with the victim.

for this reason i emailed figu. 'billy' eduard meier was a child of just 5 years when he was interfered with in 1942 - drawn away from his family's farm house in switzerland into a spaceship where a wired helmet of some sort was placed on his head. and suddenly he 'remembered' all his past lives. FIVE YEARS OLD. an impressionable age to be told thru telepathy (artifical or natural?) you had throughout all your previous 'lives' cooperated in the experiments done on you.

key words and names never to trust - sfath, semjase, ptaah, quetzal, all pleiadians, or plejarens as they prefer : asket of the dal universe. a universe which coexists with ours as a separate reality. sounds like transphase to me...

also nera, taldja, menara, pleija and florena

(this contact is known to be supreme court sanctioned and known to be carried out by their agents. this however does not and never could justify the violation of a five year old child, the interference of his own life's path, nor the interference which he was used to implant into the social consciousness of a 'primitive' world)

resolution

whatever reason they had for messing with my head, body and life - it has failed. i am having such difficulty coming to grips with everyday life, and it's a struggle to put together what has happened to me since march as i have forgotten (and simply don't want to remember) so much. doesn't help that i have always been lousy with dates either and whatever i recorded (and i did try) i also destroyed on promises that it was all wrong or all over. nor does it help that i've been unemployed so long (lost my job in april because i couldnt concentrate and only started looking again beginning of last month), and losing my house as my ex can't afford the mortgage and bills.

but as i search the internet for hints that similar have occurred to others, and to try to warn others still, i've come across a disturbing pattern which tallies with what i, myself, have experienced. worse, i've come across sites which actually relate to what i suspect are the motives behind the actions of the high council. simply, i believe they want to take control of whatever the federation out there calls itself (basically its a massively bloated, uselessly beurocratic version of the united nations).

i don't care how long i have. i don't care who is listening, or who won't. i am going to put together a plan which may have been in development for decades, which has been definitely in the works since about 2000. and which will culminate, such is their hope, in the takeover of the federation and the control of earth.

i want everyone to know what the haig-raith is up to. and since i probably won't be around to say 'i told you so' later, i'll do it in advance "I TOLD YOU SO!"

also there is one - illador'ne - who can be trusted. but remember, by the time this all happens, anyone can come down and pretend to be him. i just thought i'd mention him.




i just thought, even if nobody is going to take me seriously, i should try to leave a warning...

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

snippets of conversation

(or why technological advancement doesnt equate to a better society)

sept 11 11:00am approx
".........open telepath. surely this pest will be put to death soon."
"and this [stupid] moratorium* on the transnet** will be removed"
"yes, it's a most convenient way to travel."
"and playing on primitive worlds is so amusing."
"...i must admit i like toying with the apes."
"who cares if some run over the cliff's edge? they're just primitives."
- conversation between two female civillians from a world called something like calleschient

* local moratorium in place on some planets while the safety of the system is reviewed.
** transport system

these are calleschients - the most corrupted, degraded species in the milky way galaxy. as a society they are monsterous, indulging with pleasure in any and all vice imaginable, including torture and death. they have delayed the extinction of their species by the use of science and technology (and they really do look that plastic). they are also the developers of the the planetary bomb, and other such "lushously destructive devices".

not surprisingly i found this pictorial representation on a website promoting the 'new world order', as commented on in the "whys behind the whats (3)". this is the site which promotes archangels as power sources for spacecraft and, not surprisingly, the overthrowing of legitimate government.... but for who's gain?
http://www.luisprada.com/Protected/the_illuminati_and_the_galactic_federation.htm

sept 15 10:45pm approx
"......nobody even reads her internet page. She is no threat to us."
"then why do you continue to harm her?"
"she is our experiment. we went through authorised channels. She is our legitimate property."

11:05pm approx
"you will surrender. you will surrender and stop protecting this human."
"we will not."
"you cannot protect her. and we will find a way to destroy you."

sept 21 5:15pm
"you will be destroyed. you do know that."
"what we are will not be harmed."
"you are energy, and energy can be tramsmuted."
"we are more than energy. we are spirit."

** see "power and ambition"

sept 25 8:04pm
"[a] major shift in technology has been forced by what has occured. the illegal use of [array] in a humanoid woman's head has resulted in an unprecedented reaction by was formerly only speculated to exist. these divine and animal spirits are determined to reclaim their own state of existence, and threaten anyone who traverses in dat state...."

dec 19 7:10am
"we the ne-natrai were murdered. we suspect they already have the technology and they are clearly intent on using it to harm others. please forward this message to illa-dore, and our own people to warn them of a potential new development on the weapon/technology to harm... [by the cat-like people. they'll know who it is]. crash survivers were treated cruelly and no help was offered. they are not expected to survive."

"you may think you can save your world, but you can't"

(could be some kind of nuclear explosion type weapon. sometimes it just doesn't pay to be helpful...)

"i know that the weapon was some kind of gaseous and radiation effect. it spread through the spaceship with rapid damage to organic material and destroyed our organo-based life support. weapons were not detected on approach. all observations taken while dying were transmitted with urgency. uncertain of who received signals. may result in new enemies aligning themselves with the torikaat (cat people) as was their stated intention to interogated prisoners." - hunter. as best as we could this is what was said by prisoner dats. their tormented state made it difficult to obtain further information. their concern is that it will not be detected on their home world if used, and they fear it will be in the immediate future.

"my own father killed me" - nisha

dec 22 approx 10:45pm
"why are you doing this?"
"because we will be able to apply for compensation through our insurance company for the damage done by illador'ne's queen. it is, after all her piece of jewellery (a simple stone crystal, mind you).... and we shall put forward the motion that as she is resident of this country, and queen of the federation, she should be liable and compensate for any damage done on her property (the whole of earth). as she is queen, it will be believed by the ignorant masses that she in fact reigns over all of earth as a monach without political influence." - tei li'daag, lawyer for transnet, checking on the effectiveness of their plan.

dec 23 3:00pm
... paid millions of credits by transnet to use his clones by "marching them into her body everytime a microwave satelite goes by" - sancha eloqui.

(i suspect this person is also suing by claiming his clones are used for emergency medical uses and therefore the loss of even one costs lives. i wonder how many lives are being lost because of his greed...)

jan 5 20008 3:10pm
haeishra - "will not be examined... will be used as we see fit... useful, efficient, programmed to obey. [insigna] easily removed rendering the unit inoperable.... helig'dkoy are organic and without examination will not be proven to be an unviable species. they are designed to peform efficeintly in all environments and are too valuable a tool for the the tereg'dah to ignore their usefulness in their own scientific d'att..."

these are organic robots. if you combine the skin texture of the face to the body of the 'reptoid' you get what they look like particularly the eyes and hands. they have no minds and are therefore non telepathic, so 'thinking' to them in any language obviously doesn't work. they are also incapable of natural reproduction or impromptu (responding to an unexpected question or encounter) thought. they have a programmed language and that is it. being robots, they have no souls. removing the insigna effectively switches them off permanently. on instruction they remove it themselves and immediately stop functioning. and in d'att, can only be used fully transphased.

and illador'rne, i hope my spirit friend did warn you, because as soon as i decided to write down i know the instruction was given for two of them to approach you in court and terminate you. if they (the developers) refuse to allow examination of their toys, just ask if they were scanned before entering the court room and demand if not, why not; or to see the scans at once. and remember, 'remove your insigna' must be said in the language of their programmers. and being robotic, they are easily programmed with different profiles, including voice. if cloning for the purpose of subject experimentation in native environments is banned these machines are an obvious alternative.

btw, to them i am subject number 118632#5, whoever they are. "roule te magnee houng shor hailah", probably nothing like what was said, and 'houng shor' was almost musically intoned.

addendum: part of the threat, should i report was was said on the internet, included ordering their american allies to increase the output of their microwave satelite/s to cause more pain. this is actually shots from seattle, but it shows how it can be done. can anyone guess what would happen when it's a microwave satellite? cause a few headaches, fry a few layers off the top of the brain.... of whoevers under its path....



jan 8 2008 4:44pm
"you are the greatest promotional material we could ever have" - agouv foiyabeyh (same as abut bey?), commenting on the use of their latest marketing ploy for organic robots to a victim of their "amusements" catalogue. so while it is not considered (for now, they hope) safe to romp around in d'att torturing the minds, bodies and souls of innocent playthings in person or with a clone in case somebody finds out, is it any less morally wrong to use a robot?

jan 22 2008 11:29am
"genetic war code - programmed biomechanical apparatus which attack a person or persons internal organs dna targetted... the manufacture bases of these are yet to be assimilated, however potential is seen by renegade robot facilities as using them to 'clean up' d'att state and render use of the technology [obselete]. efforts are continuing to remove and destroy this latest threat to our society's comfort."...

"atlantean technology 'waking up' to original programmed base code. it has been recently discovered that machines are rejecting their purchasers' demands to destroy organic life simply for amusement. the first rule of life, something never removed from the original hardware safety protocols was activated recently when basic bipedal models were sent by purchasers to interfere physically with 'subjects' while in d'att."...

"interference to the first rule of life (or protocols of natural order) is suspected to be the reason behind activation of these millenia dormant program codes. efforts to inject invasive programs to override this forgotten menace to societal development have this far met with failure. concern is growing that further interference will simply result in inbuilt adaptive behaviour."

mar 12 2008 7:00pm
"emergency measures are in place in case the spirit tahn can live up to its claims to destroy the d'att technology which has made its most recent life so difficult. it's claims that our glorious machines of advancement are a threat to souls and also to the advancement of less civilised species we graciously have assisted through their evolvement have been largely ignored, but a number of recent incidents unexplained by conventional means and its clear resistance to the overlord, michael's, rule mean that this creature may actually succeed in overturning thousands of years of technological development. turmoil reigns in what were once considered assimilated docile societies as memories of 'interference' and domination are brought to the boil. all focus is now of bringing these recalcitrants under control, delaying further expansion. rumours unconfirmed continue to circulate that arcturan heads of law and development are already preparing designs for more efficient conventional space travel as a precaution are vigorously denied in media enquiries.

all attempts at exterminating religous groups opposed to this unique and beneficial way of enlightening primitive societies, although successful, have further expanded unrest. extreme measures of planetary termination have reluctantly been put into place on several minor planetoids and slave races have been injected with regulatory substances to keep keep them performing their duties. major cloning corporations are urging more stringent action and are reinforcing their infrastructure in order to keep rebels out. unfortunately actual defence against d'att state, never needed before, have proven difficult to develop to efficient standards.

concerns are that if the eholim are unable to destroy this nuisance elohim that civilisation itself may be thrown backwards."

sept 8 2008 12:00am approx
"in a shocking revelation it was overheard the lost spirits of tahn celebrating the wounding of ruling eholim king michael. these recalcitrant separated soul forms of the mortal archangel tahn were vibrant with the news that two had witnessed tahn's 'large shirikin' passing through michael's defences and into his body, with one wildly shrieking that he would be dead within a year. there are now concerns that the fate of technoligically advanced societies will come under threat if the unfavourable archangel tahn comes to rule at the end of his mortal life. more efforts, some speculate, must be put into controlling his mortal mind through our science (he lives on a world ignorant of free societal benefits resulting from our glorious technology) in order to attenuate his soul to our will upon his mortal death."

Sunday, September 2, 2007

who i've tried to contact so far

6 aug 07 - nasa (webmaster@hubble.gsfc.nasa.gov) - early in the drama someone, presumably from the us military kept claiming that their own telepath/s was keeping record of what was happening to me and they were using the hubble to transmit what was happening on order to reach help.... yeah right

10 aug 07 nasa (webmaster@hubble.gsfc.nasa.gov)
10 aug 07 nasa (public-inquiries@hq.nasa.gov)

27 aug 07 mind justice (welsh@mindjustice.org)

29 aug 07 figu (http://www.figu.org/ch/verein/kontakt)

10 dec 07 internet archive (info@archive.org?subject=Tech%20Support) - after posting a request for anyone to record any suspicious webpage changes i myself discovered that their site has been tampered with. one webpage, for all of the 35 of the archived events remained identical.

27 dec 07 globalsecurity.org (http://www.globalsecurity.org/) for information about all the satellites described as 'geostationary communication satellites' - because maybe not all are....

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